Why am I never enough??

part 180

after y/n laid on the bed she had the tv on watching it with corey and laughing at the comedy then corey placed his hand on y/ns stomach and she slapped his hand while he laughed and put it back and she slapped it again

Y: put it back next thing i'm slapping is your face
Corey: that's abuse
Y: i will do it and you can ask
Corey: anyways since we're in here i wanna ask you a question
Y: shoot for the stars ugly
Corey: not too much but is dejuane really your ex
Y: yesssssss
Corey: well what's the history behind that
Y: well we got all day so i might as well tell you so would you like to know the very beginning of how we met
Corey: go for it
Y: well it was senior year and i went to school like any other day but i use to always dream about being with dejuane and one day was one of the first days he's ever talked to me but it was a really short conversation then as weeks past he walked into class with this girl flirting with her then she kissed him on the cheek and later that day he did the same to me yea that should've been a red flag but i was drowned out by how much i loved and wanted him so i let it slide which was so dumb but anyways that day i fought a girl over him and i got his number and i was his wallpaper and it felt like all of my dreams were coming true and like the world was endless after weeks he asked me to date him and yes i know that was probably another red flag but i said yes and we were good for once again a few weeks until he was all up on this girl and me being me i ignored it but later that day it was on tiktokroom that he kissed another girl which happened to be the girl he was all up on
Corey: wait why was it on tiktokroom
Y: oh i do tiktok
Corey: i didn't know that let me hop on with you
Y: i got you but first let me finish my story ugly
Corey: my bad
Y: alright after that i left him we were done well that's what i thought until he came to the arcade i was at with my friends begging for me back and like the fool i was i considered then i went jogging that night to clear my mind and him and a girl were walking out of his house yup you heard me he begged for me back and slept with another girl in the same day so go on we're at this event for tiktokers and he begged for me back and like me i went right back to him and as years past the cheating never stopped he just got the others to help him hide it he cheated on me when i was out of town when i was just getting out the hospital with azlynn when i was in the hospital for committing because of him even when he hit me
Corey: he hit you what the fuck
Y: it's nothing to get mad over it's old
Corey: he needs to get his ass beat
Y: it's fine corey just let me finish
Corey: finish but if he pop off at the mouth imma pop him in it
Y: ok you do that but after that i forgave him once a fucking gain then he went to rehab for a while after that we went on a trip and his girl best friend yup another red ass flag but anyways she constantly kept talking shit so i spoke how i felt then she attempted and ended up in the hospital which later turned out to be for attention like i told dejuane in the hospital but when i did he said some hurtful shit that left me damn near depressed but kairi my best friend and i know what you think "a red flag" haha but nothings going on there it's just kairi been with me through so much shit and i can't ever replace him and he'll never replace me but anyways after that he was all up on me when i forgave him he was giving me hugs and kisses and complimenting me and i thought he was changing then just like that he went back to lucianna and even then he kissed me and played with my emotions then she told him to pick between me and her and he picked her which after everything he did to me was fucked up but once again kairi and the boys were there to help me through it all and then you came along
Corey: y'all sure do have a lot of history
Y: he threw it away so i'm doing the same but if you want i could show you the scrap book of how we use to be
Corey: yea i wanna see

i go and get the scrapbook from the closet and when i hold it i just look at it for a second then i give it to corey and the first page has my engagement ring and wedding band along with the ring of the day we first met on it that i recently took off then he started flipping through the pictures showing pictures of us when we first got the house with the group in front of it smiling and being goofy and everything after that revealing some memories i forgot about and i smiled remembering them then after he finished he looked at me seeing the pain in my eyes and he gave me a hug and i hugged him back

Y: now get off of me it's hot
Corey: you're half naked how are you still hot
Y: because i am now move
Corey: ok don't say nun when that's the last hug i ever give you
Y: and won't
Corey: fuck you now change the tv
Y: why
Corey: we've watched this already
Y: i don't care
Corey: change it
Y: no
Corey: i'll buy us matching onesies
Y: and you have to also pull your hair back with the thing they use in makeup videos
Corey: the things with the fuzzy bands that has like ears or something??
Y: yes!! we are getting matching ones
Corey: fine
Y: and we can do face masks
Corey: sure now give me the remote
Y: here you go and i'm doing your makeup
Corey: oh hell no
Y: yes
Corey: no
Y: please
Corey: stop giving me that look
Y: please corey
Corey: omg only once
Y: thank you
Corey: now stop talking
Y: fuck you too
Corey: i'm kidding

y/n and corey laid down cuddling and watching the movie while occasionally y/n complained about how hot she was but other times she felt fine and as hours past they both fell asleep

i'm home bitches 😋