Why am I never enough??

part 146

y/n pov:
once i woke up on kobe i felt a tear coming down and i quickly wiped it and got up sneaking back into my room and going in the shower just sitting down and crying then once i stopped i got out getting ready and i went to the room the kids were in but dejuane was in there so i was about to walk out but he did before me without saying a word and i just rolled my eyes and laid on the bed playing with kids and talking to them just messing with them and tickling them then after i get them dressed we walk out the room and i go next to kobe and the kids sit on the floor flipping through netflix to find a movie

Kobe: surprised you aren't acting like i don't exist after last night
Y: well since i can't  pretend like you aren't here then that's hard to do
Kobe: so was it weak
Y: was what weak and you better not be talking about what i think you are or i'm gonna slap you
Kobe: was my pullout game weak

i laugh then slap kobe upside the head and since we were talking amongst ourselves the others didn't know what he said so they just looked at us confused

Kairi: what he do
Y: oh nothing he didn't do anything
Mattia: hmm y/n sus vote her
Y: you are so ugly for that
Ansley: so you aren't sad anymore
Y: 50/50 but at the end of the day i'm still gonna do me
Ansley: so all those tears were for attention
Y: baby i have over 3 million followers i have more than enough attention so why do i need some from you and no the tears were real you would know if you ever loved someone and didn't just fuck for fun and instead of worrying about me worry about those 300,000 followers you have babe because we all know you only got hype because of dejuane
Kobe: well damn
Y: no because i'm tired of this whore no matter what happens with me and dejuane somehow she always fucking has something to say about it like fuck you bitch i don't care anymore suck my ass or jump off a bridge you nasty hoe you make me fucking sick and i can't stand you if you don't do anything in your miserable life then at least stay the fuck out of mine

ansley goes in the room crying and dejuane tries to calm her down but before he makes it to the door she closes it and locks it so he stands at the door knocking and begging her to open up while the others look at me surprised

Sora: alright ansley might be a bitch but don't you think you went a little over board
Y: i really don't care fuck her but if that bitch comes out the room tell her i said to choke and now if y'all need me i'll be in my room

i go in my room and sit on the bed watching tv and later kobe comes in telling me kairi was watching the kids then he sat on my bed smiling at me

Y: why are you smiling
Kobe: you yelling kinda made my friend excited
Y: get out you're so weird
Kobe: you did it
Y: i don't really care pervert

after messing with kobe for a while we started going at it and in the middle kairi, mattia, the kids, derek, vallyk, and alejandro come in and we just act like we were hugging since we were under the cover

Kairi: um kobe stop hugging my bestie and move over
Y: NO kairi just lay besides and everyone else do the EXACT same things and get your own covers also
Mattia: um ok

the kids lay on the bed along with the others and they grab one big blanket for themselves while me and kobe look at each other trying to figure out how to get him out and i don't mean the room (HAHAHHAHA i'm dead) so while everyone was watching a movie kobe counted down then he yelled really loud and pulled out at the same time and i moaned a little but it got covered by his scream then he just laid back down on me

Alejandro: fuck you yelling for
Kobe: y/n pinched the shit out of me
Blessing: dad yell more quite next time
Kobe: sorry baby i'll do that next time

kobe looks at me and laughs causing me to laugh then we stop and watch the movie completely naked so while everyone was watching the movie i told them i was going to go shower and while they weren't looking i snuck into the bathroom and later so did kobe then we showered and finished then we got out and got dressed and he walked out then a few minutes later i walked out and we laid under the cover but this time kairi laid on me and kobe was next to me with our fingers intertwined under the covers and we stayed like that until the movie was over and the kids were alseep and the boys left out besides kobe

Kobe: that was close
Y: yea i know almost got caught
Kobe: all because of you
Y: how was it me dumb ass you the one who you said "let's go round 2" so it's your fault
Kobe: well you should've locked the door
Y: or maybe you should've since you walked in after me idiot
Kobe: you the one that moaned
Y: no one heard and what did you expect ass hat
Kobe: chile it's the lying for me
Y: no you're the one lying jack ass
Kobe: liar
Y: stop talking before i make you get out you fugly bum
Kobe: you a fugly bum
Y: not you trying to steal my lingo
Kobe: it's mine now
Y: no but go off i guess

me and kobe kept joking for a while until we heard a big thud and dejuane yelling so we ran out the room and saw dejuane.........

not me laughing the whole story 😭