Why am I never enough??

part 167

once i woke up i got showered and i threw on some shorts and one of dejuanes hoodie then i sat back down on his bed watching tv and waiting until he woke up

Dejuane: good morning y/n
Y: good morning
Dejuane: what you doing today
Y: picking up the kids from your moms house then going home
Dejuane: you can just go home the kids will be fine for another day we can all go dancing or something
Y: how is that going to help
Dejuane: it'll make you smile and i love when you smile
Y: thank you
Dejuane: no problem see you in a bit
Y: see ya make sure you eat something
Dejuane: i will love you
Y: love you too

i grab my things then i put them in my car and drive off going back home and once i got inside i saw tatyana was still there but i didn't even say anything i just told them the plans and they agreed so after hours we all got ready and i put a navy blue dress with black heels and i straightened my hair and let it drape down my shoulders then i sat at my vanity doing my makeup when all the girls besides tatyana of course came in my room hyping me up and getting ready with me then we walked downstairs and sat on the couch waiting for dejuane to come

Kairi: bestie you look so pretty
Y: thank you bubs
Alejandro: imagine losing all of that
Y: thank you my sweet teddy bear
Mattia: whens dejuane coming
Y: he texted me a few minutes ago saying he's on the way but you know him
Mattia: true

around 30 minutes later dejuane comes in his jeep truck so we walked out the house and dejuane helped me in the car then he got back in the driver seat while we waited for everyone else to get inside also then we pulled off driving to the party but once we got their we all got out the car and dejuane held my hand as we walked in and at first we all just sat on the couch talking well i wasn't talking to kobe or tatyana but some of the others were then a song came on that i really liked so i got excited then i grabbed dejuanes hand and we were dancing and laughing and it felt like yesterday was all a dream and i was smiling and just enjoying every second then a part of the same came up and dejuane spun me around and caught me on my back while i had my head thrown back smiling

Y: don't let me down
Dejuane: i won't i got you

still smiling and laughing dejuane lifts me back up and then he grabs my hips and spins me around while i stick my arms out with my eyes closed just feeling me being spun and the air hitting my face once he set me back on the ground i looked at him smiling then i put my head on his chest while i laughed and he laughed with me and we just kept dancing and having a great time and goofing around with each other but once the song finished we went and sat down on the couch with everyone else

Kairi: damn dejuane pick me up that looked fun
Mattia: i got you bro

mattia picked kairi up but they were laughing too much so he ended up dropping kairi causing everyone to burst out laughing after a while dejuane and y/n got up going to the bar but they both got wine because they didn't want to drink that much so while they were just taking light sips and talking kobe was staring at y/n from the couch just looking at her laugh with dejuane and having an all around good time and he got a little jealous so he looked away and cupped tatyanas face smashing their lips together and once he did y/n turned her head seeing them and she felt her eyes starting to water so she looked down until dejuane lifted her chin seeing a tear trickle down her cheek so he turned around seeing kobe kissing tatyana so he grabbed y/ns hand and pulled her outside with him sitting on the steps and pulling her on his lap making her look at him

Dejuane: hey wipe your tears it's ok if kobe doesn't see what he lost then he's the dumbest person ever because y/n you are the most beautiful girl i've ever laid eyes on and your smile is so amazing you give me so much light and no matter what i say when i'm mad you will always be the love of my life because your heart is pure and not many girls can say that and for you to only be 20 and have so much commitment then that says a lot about you y/n so if kobe wants tatyana then that's on him but you have to show him that you don't need him and never did
Y: i guess your right
Dejuane: i'm always right sweetie
Y: you really do ruin every moment don't you
Dejuane: what can i say it's one of my many talents
Y: i don't like you
Dejuane: i know you love me
Y: yea i'm going inside
Dejuane: i'm coming too but remember what i said
Y: i will

i get up along with dejuane and he kisses my cheek then we walk back inside and i sit next to kairi and dejuane sits next to me while i talk to the others and tatyana shoots me a few stares but i flick her off and dejuane notices and slaps my hand so i stop then i continue talking after a while me and kairi got up dancing to our favorite songs and laughing while just being goofy soon people stared giving us concerned looks but we just laughed and kept dancing then i started "break dancing" while kairi was laughing hard as hell that he peeped himself a little then once everyone was tired we got in the car going back to the house and sitting in the living room for a while then i went and showered and after i was done i put on my satin pajamas and went back downstairs laying on kairis chest while he went to sleep then after a while he kept turning and moving so i laid on dejuane instead then he went to sleep but he stayed still so i just laid there on my phone watching youtube

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