Why am I never enough??

part 126

once i woke up i pushed dejuanes arm off me and playfully rolled my eyes then i went and showered then i got dressed and brushed my hair and walked over to my vanity while i was sitting down on my phone texting people dejuane came up behind me and put his chin on my head

Y: move bitch
Dejuane: um no
Y: what do you want then
Dejuane: just wanted to tell you that you look good today
Y: aww thank you
Dejuane: can i get a kiss now
Y: boy no please go on somewhere
Dejuane: this isn't fair
Y: umm yes it is
Dejuane: i gave you a compliment so i should get a kiss
Y: um no you gave me a compliment so you should get the fuck out my face
Dejuane: it's the fakeness for me
Y: it's the thinking i was gonna kiss you because you gave me a compliment for me
Dejuane: fuck you
Y: you wish you could
Dejuane: chile been there done that
Y: chile won't be there no more and will no longer do that
Dejuane: chill i was joking
Y: and i don't care
Dejuane: um so does that mean no more fun time
Y: you sound like a lil ass child and that's exactly what i mean dumbass i thought that was very obvious
Dejuane: well fuck you then
Y: i thought i just said that was never happening
Dejuane: um let me leave before i chris brown you
Y: imma tell him you said that
Dejuane: damn i forgot y'all were friends
Y: exactly
Dejuane: i'll still rock your dumbass
Y: chile let me leave

i got up but dejuane spun me back around and kissed me

Y: this has to be some type of sexual assault
Dejuane: bitch you sound dumb
Y: no i sound pretty smart cause i could've sworn i said i didn't want no kiss from your ugly ass
Dejuane: who asked all that cause i know it wasn't me
Y: um like i said the first time before i was assaulted chile let me leave

i playfully push dejuane then i walk out the room and down the stairs and i see the girls in the living room sitting down and talking to chris, offset, and drake so i figured giveon was with roshaun again

Y: hey chris
Chris: hey y/n why you get up so late
Y: oh i been up i was dealing with a big dumbass problem
Dejuane: um bitch i heard that
Y: as you should big gorilla looking bitch
Dejuane: not you trying to get off when you like a while mother fucking child predator oompa loompa that had to go to rehab
Y: BITCH LMAOO
Dejuane: LMAO exactly

i go and sit down on the couch and dejuane sits next to me and i push him then he pushes me back

Mattia: not y'all flirting
Y: i don't flirt with gorilla looking niggas
Dejuane: um i will rock your shit
Angel: he gone chris brown your shit

my eyes widened then we all stopped talking and we all looked at chris

Chris: fuck y'all looking at dirt necks
Gabby: you ugly bitch
Offset: hahahaha
Drake: he sure is ugly
Y: not too much on my friend drake with you stiff ass
Sharan: she getting off today
Melissa: she must've got that dick
Y: um you nasty mother fucker no i did not
Dejuane: not yet
Y: see i told you this nigga needs to go to jail
Jale: lol for what
Y: he's a pervert that sexually assaults people
Dejuane: you ugly mother fucker stop lying
Y: i don't lie
Dejuane: yes you do ugly
Y: you ugly bitch
Dejuane: your mom
Y: i know
Angel: don't do your mama like that
Y: fuck her
Drake: well damn

we talked for a while then we all got dressed in a nice outfit i wore a grey jumpsuit but i put a green shirt over it and dejuane wore a long sleeve gray shirt with a jean jacket with the sleeves cut off and a scarf and once everyone was finished getting ready we went to the mall and just did random shit then we went to a park then a gas station and dejuane forced me to take pictures for him then he decided to instantly post them