~1 month later~ dejuane had gotten way better, me and derek are still talking, jared started dating davine mainly because of their kid, dejuane is with malu again, kobe and devyn got something going on, vallyk is finally making moves with lexi, and the rest of the group is chilling doing what they want but recently maya, nique, and tatyana have formed this fake page where basically they expose me and i've been getting so much hate lately for shit that happened to me, it's not even because i did something to someone else it's shit that happened with me like when i first broke up with dejuane for cheating or when he was all on heather etc so people were calling me hateful names and shaming me then some they even posted shit no one even knew about me like how my mom was supposed to have another kid but they didn't make it or how my dad used to be a drug addict and hit me and my mom but i tried to ignore it
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y/n.baby: remember to stay smiling 🥺❤️and be happy my loves liked by derektrendz and 3400000 others
hater#1: is that what your dad told you when he used to hit you y/n.baby: please stop^^ haater#2: please just kill yourself lol y/n.baby: why can't you just spread positivity hater#3: bro no one cares go say that to your dead sibling derektrendz: don't listen to them bubs 🥺 y/n.baby: i'm trying bubs i really am 💔 *load 500000 more comments*
as i'm looking through the comments majority of them are hate comments so i throw my phone and just cry all by myself in my room letting the tears stream and fall then i go to the bathroom and take a blade out of my razor and hold it to my wrist and i sit there and think about everything and my kids then i throw the blade and start breaking everything in the bathroom then i sit down in the pile of rubble and pull out my phone calling dejuane
📱: Dejuane: what's up Y: please come over Dejuane: why what's wrong Y: please i need you right now and i feel like if i'm by myself any longer i'll do something that i'm going to regret Dejuane: i'm on my way right now Y: come alone please Dejuane: i'm coming y/n stay strong for me Y: don't let me down Dejuane: i won't i'll be there in 2 hours please just hold on till then Y: i'll try dejuane i promise
i stay sitting on the floor crying and breaking more things i cut my hand on a few shards of glass but i continue throwing and breaking everything in the bathroom from the mirror to the toilet everything was messed and and torn up then dejuane walks in the bathroom and sees me on the ground crying
Dejuane: omg are you ok Y: no i just want everything to stop, i want the pain to stop Dejuane: y/n i'm so sorry people on instagram have nothing better to do so they pray on the good people and try to ruin whatever little light they have and they saw you doing better than them so they wanted to beat you down and make you feel how they feel which is miserable you have so much to offer and you're so beautiful you shouldn't let what someone else says effect you, and if you need me i'll be here because bitch i'm pretty sure i broke a good 10 speed limits coming here
i smile a little and dejuane notices and walks up to me wipes my tears then he picks me up and sits me on the counter then put alcohol in my cuts which hurt like hell then he wrapped them and he picked up the glass pieces and called a repair company to come and fix everything the next day but before all that he went live with my consint to show everyone how much words can affect someone's mental health but once he finished wrapping my hands i went and laid down on the bed and 20 minutes later derek comes in
Derek: y/n are you ok Y: yea i'm fine now Derek: i came as soon as i knew Y: well if it wasn't for dejuane "as soon as you knew" would've been me on the news Derek: i tried to come Y: derek you're an amazing best friend but i terrible boyfriend, yes you're sweet and kind and fine but you're never here when i really need you i almost killed myself and you weren't even here until 4 hours later Derek: i was out Y: yea you seemed to be out a lot of the times and when i need you you're not here but when you were my best friend i needed you sometimes and those times you were there but as a boyfriend you're supposed to be here all the time but your still only here sometimes like a best friend would Derek: so what are you saying Y: i want us to be best friends again Derek: if that what you want then that's fine by me and just know no matter what happens i'll always have an empty spot for you in my heart and mind and whenever you come back to me i'll always have some time for you Y: thank you and i don't want things to be awkward around us i want it to be the exact same and if you need a kiss or hug then i'll give you one just don't be weird about it Derek: hahaha ok y/n i won't be weird about and you better not either weird bitch Y: boy um shut the fuck up Derek: ha
derek then walks out then i thank dejuane a bunch of times then i hug him and he leaves out the door going to i his car and going back home
i did not mean to put this whole chapter in bold 😭
