Why am I never enough??

part 98

when i woke up derek was all up behind me sleep so i move quietly from under the cover and walk in the bathroom then once i finish getting ready even though i knew it was gonna hurt i decided to actually divorce dejuane, me and him had already signed the papers but we never gave them in but i had to especially if i wanted something with derek so i went to the court and got it finalized and it was official i was no longer married to dejuane after that i went home and tried to go back to the bathroom to pee but when i go in i see davine on the ground in extreme pain so without asking any questions i pull out my phone and call 911 and they said they were on the way i stayed with davine putting a cold towel on her head and fanning her and teaching her some breathing techniques because even though i don't like her someone needs to be her for her but while i'm fanning her i yell everyone's name and they run in the bathroom and seeing me with davine, diego goes and put some of davines clothes in a bag

Dejuane: i thought we had 2 more months
Y: not no more so shut up and make yourself useful
Dejuane: what do i do
Y: do whatever you did with me ass

dejuane went over to davine and rubbed her stomach and told her she was going to be fine then we heard sirens and the paramedics came in the room with a stretcher but they couldn't put her on until they got down the stairs so dejuane carried her down the stairs then they laid her on the stretcher and put her in the back of the ambulance and dejuane got in with her while we called a taxi to take us to the hospital with them, we all looked like shit since we just woke up, all the girls had on crop top and shorts and the boys had on just shorts then we all had on flip flops with our hair all over the place then once we made it to the hospital we got checked in then they led us davines room and when we went in her legs was propped up and you could already see the head so me and the group were about to walk out until davine called my name

Davine: y/n please stay with me
Y: um ok why tho
Davine: because you've been through this before so please
Y: yea fine

i go next to davine and keep the towel on her head and dejuane holds her hand and an hour later the baby comes out and i'm not a doctor or anything but davine is darker than me and that baby was lighter than me and dejuanes kids so i look at the child then at dejuane then i just silently walk out

Dejuane pov:
when me and y/n saw the baby we looked at each other and then she walked out and i was about to go with her

Davine: dejuane please
Dejuane: please what?? you cheated and then lied to me like it was mine
Davine: i was scared and didn't want to be a single parent
Dejuane: so you thought lying was the better choice
Davine: would you have stayed if i didn't
Dejuane: no
Davine: exactly
Dejuane: do you not understand i lost my wife for you i almost lost my kids for you i almost became homeless for you and all you gave me in return is a baby that's not even mine so excuse the fuck out of me if i'm not jumping for joy that you cheated on me after i got divorced for cheating on y/n now i know how she feels, davine i really thought we had something going but all the lies you fed me i ate them like they were food and you watched me
Davine: i'm sorry
Dejuane: you sound just like me

and with that i walk out with tears coming down my face and i hang my head low and walk past the group and no one follows me

back to y/n pov:
we all watched as dejuane walked past us and i was going to check on him but it's best to let go so we all walk into the room and once everyone knows what me and dejuane know it gets quite but i decided to speak

Y: um can i hold him
Davine: sure

i hold the baby and as i'm looking at it, it starts smiling at me so i pinch it's cheeks and it's so adorable but when i look closer i look up and my mouth literally drops open

Derek: what's wrong
Y: you can't tell me this baby doesn't look exactly like jared
Mike: let me see him

mike picks up the baby and holds it right next to jared's head

Mike: BROO that's definitely your child
Vallyk: damn y'all look just ali- wait so you've been cheating on y/n
Devyn: oh shit
Jared: that was before i even moved into the house
Lexi: so since you've moved in you and davine haven't done anything
Jared: no
Kobe: ong??
Jared: OK so what if we did why does it matter
Kobe: because you cheated on our best friend

everyone looked at me and jared tried to walk up to me but i backed up and walked to derek

Jared: what's been going on with y'all two, y'all been all up on each lately
Y: i don't care what you talking about when you've been fucking davine behind my back the whole time and since you just know what's been going on with me and derek i'll show you bitch

at this point i don't even care i grab dereks face and i smash our lips together and we stay like that for a while until i pull apart

Kobe: wait when did this happen
Y: 2 days ago
Jared: so you cheated also
Y: sure if you wanna look at it that way but anyways imma go back to the hotel room and pack to go back to jersey and put on some regular clothes so you have fun with your baby

i walk out and derek follows while the rest stay behind and me and derek got a cab back to the hotel and when we walked in no one was inside so i go to my suitcase and sit down packing my things until derek lifts me up and throws me on the bed

Y: stop i need to pack
Derek: that can wait
Y: no it can't we leave in the morning
Derek: do it after
Y: omg boy

3rd person pov:
y/n gives in and yea imagine some shit you horny freaky fuck 😭 omg i'm kidding they did do something tho but hahahah that's besides the point anyways after they finished they got dressed again and y/n limped over to her suitcase and resumed packing while derek laid down catching his breath and watching tv

😈 ~ thatb1tchtot