Why am I never enough??

part 48

(petition to kill dejuane) anyways

when i wake up i also wake up Azlynn and we do what we do every morning then i go make her and me breakfast then i get her in the car and we head to our first counseling session once we get there we sit in the waiting room for about 30 minutes then we go in the room

Counselor: so what type of experience brought you here??
Y: traumatic
Counselor: ok tell me about it

i tell the counselor everything then we go on to my relationship idk how but we did and she asked me questions about dejuane and all my friends and family even questions about my social media platforms and surprisingly by the end of the session i felt so much better about myself then i took Azlynn to the park and she met a few friends one named Lena and one named Preston

^^^Lena

^^^Preston

^^updated Azlynn

me and their parents talked and we exchanged numbers so one day they could have a play date at either theirs or my house after we continue talking and they finish playing i grab Azlynn and go to our spa day which may i add was hella relaxing and amazing then once she got tired we went back home and i got her fed, showered and put into some pajamas then laid her beside me on the bed and she went to sleep then i went in cherry and artis room and jumped in their bed

C: girl get down
Y: nah i'm good

then cherry pushed me and i fell on the ground laughing hard af

Art: where's Azlynn
Y: sleep
C: so that's why you're in here
Y: yes indeed, now artis scoot over

i get on the bed and lay in between cherry and artis and talk to them until they get tired so i walk out and go in kobes room and see he's on the game so i lay down on his bed and wait for him to finish

K: wassup
Y: i'm bored
K: go be bored with someone else
Y: entertain me bitch
K: no now get out
Y: bum

once i walk out of kobe's room i then go to mike and ansleys then vallyk then andre then justin until i mess with everyone then i go back in the room and Azlynn is still sleep but dejuane is inside getting clothes

Y: out
De: why
Y: chile this ain't your room no more
De: then where is
Y: upstairs, this is me and Azlynn room now
De: no
Y: yes
De: no
Y: omg

after that i walk out and eat something then i come back and shower and etc then i get in bed and put Azlynn on my chest and then ass face gets beside me and i fall asleep next to this shit dip then i woke up with this ass arms around my waist but i check my phone and it's only 4am so i go back to sleep  because you know a bitch was tired

anyways this is a short chapter because my mind is everywhere right now 😓 i'll make a longer one after cheer tryouts i promise 🥰