Why am I never enough??

part 63

the twins ended up crying themselves to sleep and i cried a little also because i felt so for them after all they were only just turning 8 months so it broke my heart but once they went to sleep i wiped their faces then got up with them and laid them on my bed and i walked out then i went to kobe's room and unlocked the door so they could come out then i checked the time and it was 6:40pm so i decided to go buy stuff for the twins since tomorrow they'll be my responsibility anyway, i get my keys and wallet then i walk out the door and get in my car and head to the mall once i get in i buy them each about 20 outfits and 13 pairs of shoes and i bought blessing and azlynn some necklaces and i also bought some bedding things so i can put all them of them in one room, i got azlynn a pink bed, blessing a blue one and kj a red one then i got some led lights and night lights for them, at this point when i'm walking through the mall my hands are full and i got a baby train roller to help me carry the bags so i decided i had enough stuff then i headed to the parking lot and put the things in the car

??: hey y/n

i turn around but i duck because you know i got too many enemies out here and when i do i see an arm going over my head then i stand back up

Y: did you really think i was that dumb
Malu: yea actually i did
Y: anyways wtf do you want
Malu: wanted to tell you that one day i will take your place and i'll watch you crumble
Y: umm ok
Malu: i'm serious i'm already helping your mom get out of jail
Y: and what do you get out of that
Malu: i get to watch her get payback on you
Y: nice anyways here get this

when i say that i punch her in the face then gracefully get in my car and drive off going back to the house and once i get there i call mike out and he comes and helps me take the stuff in

Vallyk: what is all this shit for
Y: some new kids i'll have tomorrow
Vallyk: your 9 months pregnant?!? you don't even look like it
Y: no ass
Mike: then what kids
Y: BLESSING AND KJ COME HERE

when i yell there names they run out the room and come to me

Y: alright mike and vallyk meet my new kids
Vallyk: wait a minute what
Mike: are you joking
Y: no tatyana said she didn't want them so tomorrow i'm taking her to court and i'm getting full custody of them
Vallyk: are you sure you wanna do that
Y: positive

i drag the bags to azlynns old room then i set up all 3 of their beds and the led lights then the night lights and after that i call a security camera man and he said he'll come and install some in there room and outside of the house then i get azlynns dresser out of my room and put it back in there then i put her and blessing clothes in it and then i put kjs in the closet along with djs because dj is now 4 months old so i trust azlynn to watch him at least because she's now 2, then i go and get djs carriage and put it in there also, by the time i was done it was 12:00am and dejuane bathed and fed the kids so then i took them all in the room and tucked them in then i laid dj in his carriage and gave him the teddy bear and a blanket then i turned on their tv and put it on frozen and turned off their lights and put on the led lights and night lights then i walked out closing the door and going in me and dejuanes room

Y:  they're finally sleep
Dejuane: are you sure you want to get custody of them
Y: i'm absolutely positive because if they have a mom that doesn't care then she doesn't deserve them and i'm gonna make sure they have a life where they are surrounded by people who actually care for them
Dejuane: well if you think it's a good idea then i support it 110%
Y: thank you i love you so much
Dejuane: i love you too baby

me and dejuane go and shower (😈) then once we get out we put on princess and the frog and are about to go to sleep until nique called me

*during the call*
Y: wassup??
Nique: me and king wanted to know if we could come over one day with kaiser
Y: yea that's fine, anytime
Nique: alright thanks we'll let you know when goodnight
Y: goodnight
*end of call*

after i ended the call i looked and dejuane was sleep so i turned off the tv and went to sleep also

yuppity yup yup 👩🏾‍🦯