Why am I never enough??

part 46

(i just like the song)

i'm constantly checking the location and the others are blowing up my phone but i ignore them then once i get to the house i decide to creep in, once i get in i hide once i see my mom, Azlynn and some random dude, i just stayed hidden, listening and recording

Y/m: what do we do now
??: we sell her
Y/m: who will take a 8 month old baby
??: i know people

as they were talking Azlynn started screaming and hearing that made me wanna go and wrap her in a hug and baby her like i always do but instead i stayed quiet then they go where Azlynn is

??: shut her up
Y/m: how
??: idk but she's loud asf

then as i look where they are i see the random man hit Azlynn across her face making her cry louder and at this point i couldn't let them hurt her anymore so i pull out my gun and sneak behind him and put it to his head with my finger on the trigger

Y/m: how tf did you find us
Y: shut the fuck up bitch and give me my baby
Y/m: or what
Y: or i'll kill him then i'll kill you
Y/m: no you won't
Y: what??

my mom then goes to Azlynn and put a knife on her throat

Y/m: put it down or you'll lose her forever
Y: don't do this mom please don't
Y/m: you got 3 seconds
Y: ok ok just don't hurt her please

i slowly put the gun down but before i put it all the way on the ground i lift it back up and miss a little so i end up shooting my mom in the shoulder then she drops down to the ground in pain while the man runs towards Azlynn and i get scared he'll kill her so i shoot him in the back 3 times then i run to Azlynn and pick her up while she cries and cries then once i'm able to calm her down i sit outside on the porch and call the cops then i call dejuane, ofc dejuane and everyone get their first

De: OMG ARE YOU OK

he asks due to the little splashes of blood on my face

Y: i'm fine
M: y/n who's blood is that
Y: umm
M: WHOS
Y: my moms and some stranger
V: wait did you....
Y: the stranger yea, my mom no
everyone looked at me a little scared and nervous

Y: and y'all can judge me as much as y'all want but i wasn't gonna allow him to kill my daughter while i sit back and watch him do it
De: well you know i agree with you 100%
K: why tho
Y: why what
K: why'd you shoot your mom
Y: she was going to kill Azlynn
Kai: how do you know tho
Y: i'm pretty sure i can fucking see when a person has a knife to my 8 month old baby throat
Ma: what about the stranger
Y: after i shot my mom in the shoulder her started rubbing to Azlynn so i shot him 3 times in the back
Ma: oh oh wow

after 10 more minutes the cops came and asked me questions then they took me to the station and questioned me and then i gave them the recording and i even got a restraining order against my mom before that i decided to go to the hospital she was at

Y/m: hey baby
Y: don't you dare ever call me that ever again
Y/m: what's gonna happen to me
Y: one your going to jail for at least 10 years two you'll never see Azlynn or me again and three idc what my birth certificate says you are no longer my mother and i will never call you it ever again!!!
Y/m: what do you mean i'll never see Azlynn again?
Y: are you fucking serious you tried to fucking kill her!!! ME AND MY 8 MONTH OLD BABY HAVE TO GO TO COUNSELING BECAUSE OF YOU, YOU FUCKING TRAUMATIZED A 8 MONTH OLD BABY and if you ever come near us again i promise you bitch that i won't miss

i walked out and drove home then i took a bath with Azlynn and got me and her dressed then i went in bed and laid her on my chest, i already knew everyone was gonna be acting different but as long as i had Azlynn i couldn't care what anyone thought about me but i also knew that i would never let Azlynn sleep on her own anymore especially after everything that just happened, tomorrow i had to move Azlynn stuff in here then ill have to go to a counselor and sign me and Azlynn up and after that i'm gonna take her and me to a spa day with just me and her because we know we need it after today then i need to go to a pharmacy to get an ointment to put on her face at the spot he hit her, anyways i knew the group would see me differently because they don't understand even dejuane has been acting different like right now he's sleeping in his old room but honestly if the group keeps acting different i'm just gonna get a house for just me and Azlynn

yea 😚 anyways goodnight i'm tired