Why am I never enough??

part 121

once i woke up i looked at old messages of the group and i laughed then the reality hit and i deleted all the messages and cried at this point i knew i had to let go and walk away no matter how hard it was gonna be and i knew it was gonna take a while to get over them but everything will be better soon well at least i hope while i'm thinking the door bell rings and i jog down the stairs and quickly wipe my face and when i open the door it's the bedding and furniture company i tell them where i want everything and when they finish setting everything up i sign a warranty form then i pay them and they leave so since i finally have everything i need i put all the food in the refrigerator and freezer then i put house decorations wherever i want them and once all that is done i go and start on my room once i finish i put all my stuff in my shower and my lotion on my dresser and then i set up the tvs in everyone's room and as i'm about to finally relax there's another knock on the door so i go back down 2 flights of stairs and i open the door

??: hey girly it's so nice to meet you in person
Y: oh hey i didn't expect you to come this early
??: i couldn't wait to meet you so i came as soon as i heard
Y: oh well welcome do you need help with you bags
??: yes please

i help her with her bags then as we walk up the stairs we talk about how tired we were getting then we made it to her room and she started putting everything where it goes and decorating then she made her bed and little by little everyone else came and got situated in the house then we all sat down in the living room talking about our past lives and i tell them what happened and they were so sweet and understanding about it all then we made tiktoks together and told our supporters we made a new house we decided to call it The Baddie House the name isn't official yet but that's what we thought of as of right now then as we were sitting on the couch just talking our phones go off and we look

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