Why am I never enough??

part 70

                                   ~skip 6 months~

today was the day of our trip 5 days before the wedding so we got everyone ready and azlynn helped me get dj ready since he's only 1 and azlynn is 3 and the twins are 2, but after that we all got into two different cars and headed to the airport, the surprise was for dejuane and the group but kairi, mattia, alvaro, roshaun, hailey and ayaina knew where we were going but the rest didn't so once we go to the airport and got on our flights i handed everyone earplugs so they didn't know the destination when we landed so ultimately they all ended up falling alseep then once they woke up we were landing so to make sure we didn't lose anyone i carried dj and azlynn and dejuane had the twins then everyone else held each other's hand, after we got our bags we rented a mini van and put the stuff in there and the twins and dj had to sit in someone's lap because we couldn't bring their car seats then i get in the drivers seat and pull off but before we get there i made dejuane, andre, ansley, cherry, artis, justin, mike, derek, kobe and vallyk put on a blind fold then we stepped out the van once we arrived and i positioned everyone then i counted down then they pulled off their blind folds and took out their ear plugs showing the walmart we all officially first hanged out at

Cherry: awww
Andre: bruh dont make me cry
Justin: the day we came here all together for the first time was so fun
Ansley: the days before everything was complicated
Y: but i'm glad it happened or i wouldn't have been able to meet all of you and the love of my life
Dejuane: same but it feels like it's been forever
Mike: let's go in
Vallyk: for old time sake
Kobe: fuck it let's go
Derek: last one in is a rotten egg

my nj friend group stayed back with the kids while me and everyone else took off running into the store once we got in and the breeze hit our face the familiar scent filled our nose then we looked at each other, nodded and took off running around and throwing things at each other and chasing each other around like we did the day i bumped into dejuane, it was so fun it felt like we were back that day where no matter what happened we always came here and messed around and laughed together, it made me reminisce on the old days then we got exhausted so we left out and saw the others standing there looking bored so we all got back in the car then we went to our old high school and went to the parking lot where i fought that girl aka where i first officially talked to dejuane

Dejuane: bruh this brings back so many memories
Y: it was the first time i fought over a guy lol
Derek: wait dejuane was the first
Y: yes bro it's crazy
Dejuane: i feel honored
Y: as you should
Cherry: let's go on the football field
Y: omg yes i'll sing for y'all

we took off running to the field this time everyone came and when we got their the kids were running around playing and dejuane and the boys were playing football and me and the girls walked to the stage and surprisingly there was a working microphone still on it so i picked it up and decided on what song to sing, i decided to sing "we found love" so i started singing and it reminded me of the days i did it to express myself and i honestly never thought of myself doing it for fun so this moment meant a lot and it was so relaxing and then the kids came running on stage with me so while i was still singing i started dancing with them and once i finished i decided to go back to my cheering roots so i ran then i started doing flips all the way down the field

Cherry: YES HONEY
Ansley: DONT BREAK NUN BITCH

then i go back to the group and we decide to rent a hotel for the night then go to hawaii where the wedding will be when we woke up, everyone paid for their hotel rooms it was me with dejuane and the kids then ansley and mike then derek and hailey then mattia and kairi then kobe and ayaina then vallyk and mike then kairi and alejandro along with roshaun, after everyone was in their rooms i set an alarm to wake me up then once the kids fell asleep me and dejuane went to sleep also

MEMORIES 😌