Why am I never enough??

part 16

sorry for not posting i showered, then ate, then brushed my teeth and caught up on some late work and worked on my project anyways on to the story

i wake up and get from cuddling with derek and walk to the bathroom, lock the door then went in the shower im washing my hair and just singing to myself then after 20 or more minutes i get out and put on my outfit

minus the backpack and phone ^^^
i walk out and wake everyone including all the boys up and instead of waffle house we go to the mall just walking and laughing occasionally arguing but it was still fun, as we're walking i see someone who i knew literally since i could walk as a baby, i see them and i just start crying while everyone is looking at me weird and the person is standing there shocked i hand derek my stuff and i take of running as fast as i can to them
Dejuane POV
De: who is that she's running to
D: fr she's running like her life depends on it
K: never seen her run that fast not even during track
end of his POV
i finally reach the person and i jump with my legs wrapped around their waist and my eyes pouring from joy i get down after 5 minutes and when the group is all around us
Y: ong bruh i missed you so much
??: same i can't believe i'm finally seeing you again
Y: oh my bad this is the gang, gang this is my ride or die Zach

Zach~Z
Z: hi everyone
everyone said hi to Zach then i left them and me and him just caught up and played around and just enjoyed each other's company
Y: so what brings you down here??
Z: came for playlist live
Y: OMG SAME
Z: what hotel you in
Y: hotel zoomie (random name lol)
Z: bruh i'm in the one across the street
Y: i'm for sure coming before it's over, wait actually i'll see you today
Z: oh yea for sure on stage
Y: alright i gotta go before they leave me i love you
Z: i love you too
i hug him one more time then go and find the others i found them in the store across from us, they were probably being nosey and watching us like pervs
Y: were you guys watching us
De&D: no
Y: yea sure
we continued walking until it was almost time for playlist we got back in the car and drove to the event by now it was time to go on stage
Y: here we go again
before we walk in the announcer says something
Announcer: IF YOU ARE PERFORMING PLEASE WAIT OUT HERE
me and kobe stand out while everyone goes in and wishes us luck then we wait for a good 30 minutes then we're called to stage the group is cheering for us while being seated i make sure to stand in front of dejuane and kobe just stands next to me and the music cuts on (play the song now)
K: i was distracted and in traffic, i didn't feel it when the earthquake happened but it really got me thinkin, were you out drinking? were you in the living room chilling watching television
kobe kept singing his part while i just swayed side to side then it was my turn and i made sure to make eye contact with dejuane
Y: i tried to imagine, your reaction it didn't scare me when the earthquake happened but it really got me thinking, the night we went drinking stumbled in the house and didn't make it past the kitchen, but it's been a year now think i figured out how, how to think about you without it rippin my heart out
i kept singing while kobe just looked at me and i looked at dejuane then the duet part came on so i faced kobe as we sung
Y&K: but if the world was ending you'd come over right you'd come over and you stay the night, would you love me for the hell of it
we sing until the song ended ofc then everyone applauded us besides maya and dejuane which didn't bother me, once we took a seat everyone started talking to us
Ta: that was amazing!!!
C: fr omg y'all killed that
A: i'm proud
Art: man i wish i could sing
M: but fr that was immaculate
we kept talking about the performance and playing around until it was time for me and cynthia to do our show we got on stage and did the stunts and i got some pictures of me and kobe singing and of me and cynthias stunts by now it was time for all of us to go on stage and answer questions
S: y/n who was the song dedicated to?
Y: ummm well it was dedicated to me and kobes friendship because i know he'll always be there for me but also to dejuane because it's like if something was happening would you be there when i need you
dejuane just looked at me but for some reason he stayed quiet but maya spoke
Ma: well he wouldn't because he don't want you
Y: excuse me??
i say as i stand up and she does the same
Ma: you heard me bitch my man don't want you
when she said that anger, sadness, and heartbreak all filled my body and i swung on her punching her right in the face then i got on top of her and just punched and punched and punched until dejuane tried to pull me off but once he did she came running towards me so i kicked her in the face, got out of his grip and went back to punching her then mattia came and pulled me off of her and by now i didn't have enough energy to fight back so i let him
Y: bitch if i wanted him i could have him you dumb hoe
she gets off the ground looking terrible
Ma: you couldn't have him even if you wanted him
Y: wanna bet hoe
i go up to dejuane and kiss him he kisses back then i pull away and slap maya
Y: i think i could bitch
i leave out angry and go back to the hotel lock my room door, turn on the tv and just watch movies until i fall asleep

i update whenever i can but i'm really busy right now so i probably won't make another chapter until 2:00pm sorry 💙