Why am I never enough??

part 197

minutes passed and melissa went upstairs going into y/ns room and she saw dejuane behind y/n ifykyk so she quickly closed the door and ran back downstairs

Kairi: aahahahah bitch is traumatized
Angel: haha that's what you get dumb ass
Alejandro: your smile is really pretty angel
Mattia: my boy spitting game
Melissa: i'm going to sleep
Sharan: try not to imagine what you saw
Gabby: hahah

they kept making fun of melissa until she went into her room forcing herself to sleep then the others kept talking until an hour passed and y/n came downstairs with her hair everywhere and a blanket around her going to the refrigerator grabbing a bottle of apple juice then as she was about to walk back up the stairs vallyk yelled her name

Y: what
Vallyk: ms girl melissa is traumatized baby
Y: well she should've minded her business
Roshaun: alright girl go back upstairs to dejuane cause y'all need jesus
Y: haha shut up roshaun

y/n walked back upstairs sharing her apple juice with dejuane then falling alseep soon everyone went to their room and later that night around 3:00am melissa woke up sitting on the bed thinking about corey then she heard a knock on the main door so she left out her room and she saw corey standing there and she looked at him just looking in his eyes until he asked where y/n was and she told him what she saw and as he was about to walk off until she grabbed his sleeve pulling her to him and he picked her up taking her to her room and while they did that y/n and dejuane were upstairs sleeping peacefully until dejuane woke up going into y/ns scrapbook and slipping her ring back on her finger and she shuffled in her sleep facing the opposite way so he got up smiling at her then he walked out the room and downstairs sitting on the couch with his head thrown back thinking about y/n but while he was thinking someone came in front of him and he looked up seeing corey standing there

Dejuane: how the hell you get in here
Corey: melissa let me in
Dejuane: i'm guessing that's what the ruckus was haha
Corey: she told me about you and y/n
Dejuane: yea what about us
Corey: what she saw when she walked in the room
Dejuane: should've been minding her business
Corey: is this a way to try and get back at me
Dejuane: of course not it's a way for me to get y/n back and i plan on doing exactly that so if you don't mind i'm gonna go back upstairs to my sleeping beauty
Corey: you're pathetic
Dejuane: excuse me
Corey: everyone knows you're doing this because you can't stand y/n moving on from you it's pathetic at this point
Dejuane: one she'll forever be mine and two if i decide to get back with her no one is gonna stop me and if i have to ruin a few relationships then why do i care
Corey: why cheat then if you love her as much as you say
Dejuane: same reason you cheated because i didn't feel like i was good enough shit i still don't but i know i won't make the same mistake twice can you say the same thing and well in your case you were just to much of a punk to break up with your other girl friend first

dejuane walks past corey bumping his shoulder then walking into y/ns room sitting on the bed massaging her leg then she started moving shuffling around on the bed and she snatched her leg pulling it up so one leg was straight and one was bent and she put her hand on the bed thinking dejuanes chest was there but once she didn't feel anything but the bed she sat up rubbing her eyes seeing him sitting up on the bed

Y: can you come lay back down sir
Dejuane: i will in a little
Y: are you leaving again
Dejuane: what no what makes you say that
Y: well that's what you've been doing recently
Dejuane: i'm sorry if i made you feel like i was using you i promise i wasn't it was just the fact of knowing we weren't together so to feel like i had you again for those hours felt amazing but i knew after i had to go again and face reality
Y: i guess but if you plan on leaving do it while i'm sleep it'll make it hurt less
Dejuane: i'm not leaving i just want to stay up for a little
Y: if that's what you say you're doing then i trust you

y/n laid back down going to sleep while dejuane sat there wondering why she would even still trust him after everything he's done to her she still trust him he was shocked but there was a happy feeling in his stomach knowing that if she trusts him then maybe there's a chance he'll get her back but he was still surprised she didn't notice the ring that he slipped back on her finger or maybe she noticed it and that's why she said it would hurt less if he left while she was sleep before his thoughts consumed him he laid down going to sleep with her while corey was still in the living room now sitting on the couch still upset watching tv and melissa came out

Melissa: what's wrong
Corey: dejuane and y/n
Melissa: i know how you feel it's like y/n gets everything she wants and it's fuck everyone else in the process
Corey: exactly we should invite them to a party and be all up on each other to make them jealous
Melissa: sounds perfect

after that short conversation melissa and corey walked back in the room going to sleep

every chapter closer to 200 hurts so and bruh i'm about to start crying 😭💔