Why am I never enough??

part 97

me and derek were talking near the pond and we were standing up skipping rocks and laughing by the time we were done my jaws were hurting from smiling so much then we went to a movie theater and derek let me pick so i picked a comedy and we watched it and laughed then we were in the movie theater lobby just talking and derek kissed me so ofc i kissed back then he put his hand on my throat and all i felt was 🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋then he used his other arm to wrap around my waist to pull me closer to him then he pulled away and licked his lips and by now ya girl was about to act up but i calmed down then we started walking out the door and he hit my butt then i start running because at this point if i don't get away from him then we were gonna be fucking in the damn parking lot then he starts chasing after me and i make it to the car and jump in the passenger seat and he gets in the driver seat laughing and playing music then he pulls up to this cliff thing and turns the radio on full blast then he leans his seat all the way back and pats his lap so i go and sit on his lap then i bend down so we're face to face then we start making out and his hands are on my butt pushing against him then i sit up and take my shirt off then derek takes off my bra and starts sucking and licking my nipples then i throw my head back and when i turn to the side looking out the window i see some random homeless man looking at us through the window so i jump off derek and cover myself with my knees then derek asked what was wrong so i pointed out the window and when he turned his head he rolled the window down a little and cussed him out then the man walked off and i reached over derek grabbing my bra and shirt

Derek: sorry about that
Y: it's fine it wasn't your fault
Derek: yea but he was just staring and if i knew that i would've never brought you here
Y: you can't control that some people are just pervs but fr i'm fine you took up for me and i thank you for that and there's always a next time
Derek: as long as you're ok then the rest doesn't matter to me
Y: thank you so much and yes i promise i'm ok

derek was so sweet and kind about the situation and i meant it when i said i was fine there's some messed up people in this world and it's not his fault we were just at the wrong place at the wrong time but after he made sure i was ok i put my clothes back on then we went back to the hotel room and we walked in like normal

Devyn: girl what happened to your chest

i look at my chest and see hickeys all over it so i knew i had to come up with a lie and it had to be good

Y: dereks dumbass kept popping me with some damn rubber band
Mike: that sounds like some dumb shit derek would do
Y: yea cause it is with his dumb ass

after that they just shrugged it off and i looked at derek and he looked at me and we let out a sigh of relief then we went on the bed talking to everyone else and making plans for tomorrow which i really didn't want to do anything but if they were going than i'm gonna also because i rather be out and having fun than in this hotel room, the event days went by pretty fun, that's where the party was but it was only for creators other than that everything has been fun and interesting while everyone was talking jared pulled me into his lap and i just sat there looking at derek then jared tried to kiss me but i swerved out the way

Jared: why can't i get a kiss
Y: i don't feel well
Jared: and??
Y: and i don't feel well so i don't want to so stop asking please and thank you
Jared: then get off me
Y: gladly

i get off of jared and go sit next to derek and put my legs across his lap and text people while the group just shrugs it off and continues talking then since jared is mad at me i lay with derek and i face the right and derek sleeps right behind me so he's big spoon then they turned on grown ups and about 45 minutes into the movie while we're under the cover derek sticks his hand in my shorts and i let out a big gasp

Lexi: girls what you gasping for
Sora: ong shut up
Y: i'm just really surprised his daughter looks so pretty
Kobe: um chile anyways shut up
Y: my bad

i slap dereks hand and he takes it out my shorts then he starts singing wet and my face turns a dark red

Diego: derek shut up you know ain't nobody giving you no wet nothing
Derek: i wouldn't be too sure about that
Y: boy you know don't nobody want you
Derek: oh really

he does it again but this time he starts moving his fingers around so i squeeze my thighs together then i jump up out of bed

Y: um i really gotta pee hold on
Devyn: girl you scared the shit out of me
Y: haha sorry just couldn't hold it i'll be back tho

i went in the bathroom and calmed myself down then i walked back out and got back in my spot but this time derek didn't do anything so i finally went to sleep but not before i scooted away from derek a little

some of you don't know it's my book 😖 i'm hurt~ thatb1tchtot