Why am I never enough??

part 124

i just sit in the shower thinking about nearly everything but mainly why dejuane was acting the way he was i wasn't the one to replace them they did it first and then when i move on and make friends that genuinely make me happy and a better person i'm in the wrong and now everyone hates me but maybe kairi still likes me but he probably has everyone in his ear saying bad things about me so he also might hate me too i guess i'll never know because i don't think i'll talk to them again, once i get i get out and get dressed someone knocks on the door so i go downstairs to answer and i see kairi with a bunch of bruises and scratches

Y: omg what happened
Kairi: the guys jumped me because i said i missed you
Y: i'm sorry kairi come inside
Kairi: thank you

i let kairi in then lock the door and i take him up to my room and sit him down on my bed while i go and see what stuff i have and i found some alcohol, cotton balls and bandaids so i go to kairi and put alcohol on his bruises and cuts while he yells in pain then i put bandaids on his cuts

Y: better??
Kairi: yea thank you
Y: no problem
Kairi: y/n i really am sorry
Y: not right now kai
Kairi: no i need to say this now because i miss you i should've never even tried to replace which i didn't but i just wanted to get to know lucianna also but once i started hanging with them they were filling my mind with all these bad things about you and i believed them and i let them make this false image up about you even though i knew the real you and i'm so sorry and i'll always tell you how sorry i am wether you want to hear it or not because i know you've always been there for me no matter what and that's why i call you my best friend because i know whenever i need you you'll be there and for now on i promise to never believe anything anyone else tells me about you and i promise to never ever try and find someone even close to you because you are one of a kind y/n and i love you so much please forgive me
Y: aww i missed you too and of course i forgive you bubs
Kairi: thank you so much

i hug kairi then we lay in my bed and i lay on top of him and he plays with my hair while i tell him about what's been happening and i even told him about our oven and he laughed then we just kept talking and giggling until we fell asleep

3rd person pov:
while y/n and kairi were sleeping across the town the others were sitting around mad and some of them were pacing back and forth just rambling to each other about how kairi betrayed them while mattia was just sitting in a corner while he arms wrapped around his knees

Diego: he's a bitch
Smitty: he's a pussy that's why he wants to be around y/n all the time
Manolo: man i wanna punch him again
Dixie: y/n is ruining everything for us
Lexi: what if y'all jump kairi and we'll jump y/n
Mattia: i'm not doing that
Dejuane: why not
Mattia: because y/n treated me like family and kairi is still and forever will be my best friend
Donn: then get the fuck out bitch
Mattia: i will and fuck you guys

mattia walks out the house and he walks in the direction of y/ns house and he knocks for a while until one of the others opened the door and let him in then he walked up the stairs and went to every room until he found y/ns then he went in seeing them sleep and he laid next to them and closed his eyes also then once morning rolled around y/n sat up on kairi and she looked to her side seeing mattia and it made her smile so she shook her head then slapped his forehead and he jumped up scaring her also

Mattia: omg you scared me
Y: i scared you boy you scared me how'd you even get in my house
Mattia: one of the others let me in
Y: why are you here
Mattia: they were making plans on jumping you and kairi and i refused to do it so they told me to leave and that's exactly what i did
Y: awww so you do miss me
Mattia: of course i do i never didn't miss you
Y: aww i missed you nugget but were you one of the ones who jumped kai
Mattia: no i couldn't do it so i just turned my back
Y: why didn't you help
Mattia: i wanted to but the girls were holding me back
Y: i'm sorry you had to just stand there and hear it
Mattia: it's fine as long as he's ok
Y: yea he's fine as you can see

as i was talking to mattia, kairi woke up and joined in our conversation then we took turns getting showered and once we finished we went downstairs and ate along with the girls then the guys came over and we talked to them then we headed to the mall together and mattia and kairi were flirting with melissa and gabby so while they did that i was with luis and we were walking around and laughing then we went inside this jewelry store and he bought us matching bracelets so i put mine on and he put on his then we took pictures with them and we also took regular pictures so i could post them, 2 of them were us just smiling, 1 was of our bracelets and the last one was me looking up at luis and him looking down at me with his arm on my back pushing me close to him, i decided i'll post them later so for the rest of the time everyone was all together and we just did random shit and we ran around the mall playing around until we got kicked out then we just played around and made tiktoks in the parking lot then we left and went back to the house and after just sitting around the boys left and all the girls went to their rooms so me, mattia and kairi went back to my room and we watched movies and cartoons until we fell asleep

relaxing chapter 🥱❤️