Why am I never enough??

part 190

hours past and soon it was time for y/n to go get the kids so while corey slept she got up putting on her bra and panties and getting dressed again then she grabbed her keys and went downstairs getting in her car and first getting the girls then the boys as they ran to the car the teacher came out with them

Teacher: whatever you told them worked because they were such talkative and kind kids today
Y: i hope they didn't bother you with their talking they have bad habits of finding a topic and rambling about it they got it from me lol
Teacher: haha no they were perfect can't wait to see them tomorrow
Y: alright thank you
Teacher: no problem bye kj bye dj
Dj: bye
Kj: see you tomorrow
Y: alright come on i guess you guys earned your surprise so where do y'all want to go
Dj: the apple store
Y: what do you want from the apple store
Dj: an iphone 11
Y: chile what oh no
Dj: you said anything we want
Y: bu-
Dj: no buts mama
Y: smart ass anyway kj what do you want
Kj: i want a ps5
Y: ahaha bankrupt ugly ahh no money on my card
Kj: i'm serious
Y: y'all some bougie ass kids
Dj: we learned from the best
Y: get in the car with your smart mouth ass before you get air
Dj: sorry mama
Y: yea yea

y/n drove home and decided to get the gifts tomorrow so once they ran inside the house they ran upstairs messing with corey while y/n was sitting on he couch dejuane kept looking at her and she could tell so after a while she was about to get up and go upstairs but dejuane pulled her outside and she rolled her eyes and crossed her arms looking at him

Dejuane: i miss you
Y: Lord have mercy
Dejuane: i'm serious y/n
Y: do you miss me or can you just not stand the fact of me being happy with corey
Dejuane: i miss you i really do
Y: every time we're together all you do is hurt me
Dejuane: i don't mean to
Y: well even though you don't mean to you keep tearing me apart when we're together
Dejuane: i'm not asking for a lot just that you give me another chance
Y: that's a lot for me and i don't know if i can do that
Dejuane: just be honest with me do you still love me
Y: it's like i'm a puppet on your string and it's like you have some type of power over me that no matter what you do i always come back but i can't do that this time i finally found someone who treats me better than anyone ever has
Dejuane: we can be like de'arra and ken
Y: we are because you cheated on me also
Dejuane: minus that part
Y: i don't think i can dejuane maybe some day but not right now i just think it's best if we remain friends right now
Dejuane: how am i suppose to just pretend i don't want you back
Y: the same way i pretend i don't want you

while dejuane stood there speechless y/n walked off rubbing her eyes so she wouldn't cry then she stepped inside the bathroom in her room sitting down just thinking as she was getting up corey opened the door looking at her and not asking any questions just giving her a big hug and once they pulled away they walked out the bathroom sitting on the bed playing with the kids and just talking then after a while she got up going into kobes room sitting on his bed looking at him staring blankly at the tv with red and puffy eyes so she got up and hugged him and he squeezed around her burying his face in her chest while she laid her head on his and rubbed his back

Y: what's wrong cutie
Kobe: she did it y/n
Y: she did what kobe
Kobe: she cheated on me again
Y: i'm so sorry kobe
Kobe: i'm so dumb i lost you for her and she did the same shit to me with you didn't have to worry about cheating yea i might've accused you but i knew you never would but with tatyana there was always this nagging feeling and i should've listened to it but i ignored it and she played me again while i stood back and let it happen
Y: sometimes love can make us so blind that we ignore all the red flags
Kobe: i was blinded by stupidity
Y: yea because love makes all of us stupid and naive and we lose sight of who we really are but if love doesn't make me blind and stupid then i don't want it because that's not real love
Kobe: why
Y: why what
Kobe: why are you always so nice to people who do you wrong
Y: because one day we all die and when i do and i'm looking down from heaven i want to be able to stand next to God and be like wow i changed someone's life without even noticing
Kobe: well thank you y/n you really helped me feel better
Y: of course i'm here anytime you need a shoulder to cry on well in your case a chest to cry on haha
Kobe: haha sorry bout that
Y: it's fine but remember i'm right across the hall literally so if you need me you know where i'll be
Kobe: alright thank you
Y: no problem

y/n walked out the room going into the kitchen downstairs and she was facing the counter eating grapes looking at the door then she felt someone press themselves against her and slide past while holding her hips and she turned around seeing dejuane so she pushed him and rolled her eyes

Y: dont say none when corey beats your ass
Dejuane: go tell him
Y: nah i don't wanna see you get beat up
Dejuane: i wouldn't lose baby but keep thinking that
Y: i'm not your baby fuck boy

with that y/n flicked dejuane off and grabbed her bowl of grapes going upstairs and in the room with corey watching the kids play and do homework

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