Why am I never enough??

part 13

i see my body all over his insta

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dejuane.mccoy: whore 🥱
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y/n.baby: wow the little bitch couldn't get me back so he exposes me
dejuane.mccoy: told you i would ^^
therealslimedupmike: i'm gonna fuck you up
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i read mikes comment
Y: please don't do nothing
M: mhmm
Y: mike i'm serious please for me
M: fine y/n
Y: promise??
M: i promise
after that i went in the shower and just cried and cried until the water got cold then someone came in i knew it was kobe because i wasn't close with the other boys like that
Y: what kobe
K: where worried about you
Y: i'm fine i'm just stressed
K: wanna go somewhere to take your mind off everything
Y: please
K: alright come out and get dressed
i turned the water off and opened the curtain and instantly hugged kobe i didn't care if i was naked he was my bestfriend and without him i don't know what i would do
Y: thank you kobe for everything i love you so much
K: i love you more y/n
with that he walked out and i got dressed

into that ^^ and walked out
C: girl you're not wearing that
Y: bruh why not
C: because then you're basically letting dejuane win
Y: he might as well everyone probably thinks i'm a whore anyway
D: let them think that but we know you're not
Y: fine i'll go change jeez
All: thank you
i roll my eyes and go to my closet pick an outfit and go back to my bathroom

i changed to that ^^ and walked out
M: period that's way better
A: yess stunt on them haters
i laughed then we loaded into my truck and drove to an amusement park, i walked with Andre while Vallyk walked with Kobe and Tatyana, Mike walked with Ansley, Derek walked with Maya and Cherry and Artis walked together me and Andre decided to play some arcade games then we went on roller coasters and took pictures and just had fun they made me forget about everything then while i was playing a basketball game for a prize someone wrapped their arms around my waist i thought it was Andre since i was with him all day
Y: boy move before you make me lose
De: why would i do that
i then turn around and see dejuane smiling at me 🙄
Y: wtf do you want
ngl he looked terrible his eyes were bloodshot red and he looked like he hasn't showered in a while but he smelt good
De: i want you
Y: why so you can expose and cheat on me again i'm good
i turn back around to continue but dejuane spins me back around and kisses me, i kiss back then i back up
Y: no dejuane i miss you like crazy but you cheated you made that choice and i'll always love you but as of right now i don't know what to think
De: i need you back i miss you so much bro i'm sorry i deleted the post i know it was wrong but i can't stand not having you near me at school or not having you kiss me when i first wake up or the way you make me feel when you smile at me bruh i need you back please
Y: i'll think about it dejuane but idk
i kiss dejuane on the cheek because i can tell he needed it and gave him a hug then i walk away i know he cheated but he looked like he was doing worse than me even if i don't date him again i'll still be his friend, i go back to find Andre and he's at the food stand getting food
Y: boy i looked everywhere for you
A: well i saw dejuane come so i figured he was going to talk to you so i left so y'all could have some privacy
Y: oh well basically he begged for me back
A: what are you gonna do
Y: i really don't know Andre i really don't
we kept playing games and laughing and talking until it was time to go we got back in my car and got home my mom was gone for a business trip but she's back now
Y/m: hey sweetie who's your new friends
Y: oh this is Andre, Cherry, Ansley, Tatyana, Maya, Justin and Dejua-
i cut myself off before i said his name and just looked down remembering he's not with us
Y/m: who??
Y: no one this is it
everyone said hey to my mom then instead my room we went into my movie room watching comedy's and eating snacks then it was around 12:00 am and i wanted to exercise so i put on a sports bar and shorts then went outside i had my airpods in jogging until i saw dejuane house i just froze in front of his house looking at it then he came out with a girl
De: y/n it's not what it looks like
Y: then what is it dejuane
De: i- i don't know
Y: exactly you come to the fair begging for me back and once i'm about to yes, you go and sleep with someone AGAIN, not only could you not wait till tomorrow for my answer but you also managed to get into another bitches pants, wow just fucking wow

by now i'm crying again not even realizing it then ofc the thot he was with had to say something
Thot: um i'm not no bitch
Y: oh my bad i meant hoe
Thot: i'm not that either
Y: ok then how long have you known him
Thot:.........
Y: exactly, but if you don't mind me asking where did you meet dejuane
Thot: at the fair
i look at dejuane now crying even more
Y: WOW SO AS SOON AS YOU DIDNT GET ME BACK WHEN YOU WANTED TO YOU INSTANTLY HAD ME REPLACED YOURE NOT SHIT FUCK YOU DEJUANE
i start running again until i get to my quiet place that i always went when i was upset with a bridge next to it i just sat down crying, it started rain and i just sat in the rain not even caring, it was now 2:00 am i decided to jog back home, once i make it back everyone is asking me questions but i only tell derek, mike, vallyk and kobe what happened then i go shower while everyone goes home mike and derek spend the night with me, once i'm out the shower and dressed i post on my spam

y/n spam: tried to love you but it got me hurt everytime
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i posted then talked to derek and mike until i fell asleep