Why am I never enough??

part 95

when i woke up dejuane was laying on my chest and i gently push his head and get up going into the bathroom, today the group was going to this party again and i decided to go because your girl hadn't shaken ass in a while fuck this cast so i take a bath then get dressed in a hoodie of jared's and some pink and blue nike shorts then i go and play with jared's curls until he eventually wakes up rubbing his eyes and when he notices it was me he wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me on top of him

Y: good morning
Jared: morning beautiful
Y: so sweet but go shower and get ready
Jared: girl you have on my hoodie and shorts what are you ready for
Y: i could go a lot of places like this
Jared: but your not
Y: um chile go shower
Jared: sure

jared sits up and lets me down then before he goes in the bathroom he hits my butt extremely hard then laughs as i fall to the ground rolling back and forth while quietly cussing then devyn wakes up and looks at me

Devyn: bitch you ain't on fire so what the fuck you doing
Y: jared's dumbass
Devyn: oh he slapped that ass a lil too hard hahaha
Y: it's not funny my ass on fire
Devyn: get him to massage it
Y: keep playing but imma make him do it for real
Lexi: as you should
Y: girl when did you wake up
Lexi: when i heard a loud slap
Devyn: so you've been just listening this whole time
Y: perv
Lexi: you the one getting your ass slapped louder than a rock band concert bitch
Y: fuck off

we laughed then the girls showered and got dressed and once we were all done i sat down on jared's lap talking to the girls then later the rest of the group finally wakes up looking like some zombies

Y: omg finally go get fucking dressed
Sora: why y'all ain't wake us up
Devyn: because we ain't no damn alarm clocks
Lexi: y/ns ass is
Y: bitch i will hurt you don't be mad because my shit claps and jiggles hoe
Lexi: girl stop the lies
Y: wanna bet
Lexi: how much
Y: $200
Lexi: bet

i get up and start moving my hips side to side then my butt follows my every move

Jared: that thang thanging
Y: as it should now i take up front or cashapp so pick one
Monroe: that's some easy money for me because i got a lot of ass
Y: someone pass me a magnifying glass so i can see what ass she talking about
Lexi: y/n stay getting off
Devyn: ong
Derek: davine why aren't you talking
Mike: fr you've been quite this whole time
Davine: i just feel a little sick
Dejuane: is the baby ok
Y: shouldn't you ask about her??
Dejuane: true but is the baby ok
Y: petty bitch
Davine: um i think so

dejuanes goes up to her to make sure then after talking to them for hours we all get dressed for the party, i put on a light pink, short, tight fitted dress with golden heels and my hair in a sleek ponytail then i did my eyebrows and put on lipgloss then once me and the girls were done we sprayed each other with perfume then walked out the bathroom

Jared: damn you looking good
Y: thank you thank you
Jared: can i get a full 360
Y: i mean i guess so

i say jokingly then i spin around slowly while jared hypes me up and i feel my face turn red so i cover my cheeks then he comes and hugs me and i smell his expensive cologne smell go up my nose and it smells so freaking nice that i stay there for a while then we pull apart and he gives me a kiss then us and the group went out ordering 2 taxis to the event and once we arrived we got out and walked in and we heard music blasting and saw a snack and liquor bar with a dance floor with a bunch of colorful lights and disco balls hanging on the ceilings

Y: oh shit this is gonna be fun
Devyn: fr now come on

3rd person pov:
y/n and devyn go to the drink bar and take shots while davine and monroe sit down on some couches talking while dejuane sits down also along with derek, kobe, mike, and vallyk the only people having fun was y/n, devyn, lexi, diego, jared and sora, y/n, devyn and lexi were dancing by themselves for a little and they all swayed their bodies to the music and just did whatever they wanted and as y/n danced dejuane, jared, diego and derek watched her and when she started twerking with the others derek nudged kobe's shoulder and pointed to her and by now all the boys except sora, mike and vallyk were looking at y/n, vallyk was too busy looking at lexi and sora was dancing with devyn but once the music stopped and y/n got up pushing her hair out of her face and smiling huge the guys look away and talked like nothing happened then the next song comes on and jared goes up to y/n and start dancing with her and they were laughing and playing and just having a good time and y/n and devyn even took a few more shots and went back to sora and jared then the others got up and decided to join them and y/n turns her back to jared and when she turns back around derek was standing there so she danced with him then kobe then diego then dejuane came and walked over and by now y/n was tired

Dejuane: having fun??
Y: yea i'm having a good time dancing with jared and all my friends
Dejuane: where is jared??
Y: i don't know but all i know is i'm having fun...where's davine
Dejuane: she should be sitting on the couch
Y: why don't you ask her to dance
Dejuane: i'll ask later but i came to dance with you
Y: i'm a little tired but later for sure
Dejuane: aight bet

dejuane walks off and derek walks back with shots so we cheer then chug it down then even though i have a cast on my ankle i jump on dereks back and he takes me outside to get some fresh air then we sit down on the sidewalk and talk

Y: bruh tonight was fun
Derek: fr it was a nice night
Y: so how's you and hailey
Derek: oh we're done with each other
Y: wait why
Derek: i felt like i was using her as a distraction to get over the girl i wanted that i knew i couldn't have
Y: maybe you should talk to her she might like you back derek but you'll never know unless you speak up
Derek: but that's the point i KNOW she doesn't want me
Y: well maybe warm up to her and ease into telling her i'm pretty sure any girl would be happy to be with you
Derek: thanks y/n i love you
Y: anytime i love you too derek

i give derek a hug then he stands back up and i jump back on his back and we go back in but can't find the others so we just get a taxi back to the hotel room and when we get in no ones there so we just get ready for bed then we get under the cover watching movies and talking

i had this saved as a draft last night 💀 but i fell asleep