Why am I never enough??

part 8

after class is over i put my stuff in my bag and go to my second block which is music (we're also a singer) no one knows i can sing not even the boys, this class i have with all the boys including ofc dejuane
T: y/n may you come to the front of the class and sing us something
once she said that it felt like my stomach dropped because i have terrible stage fright but i went up their anyway i calmed my self and sung "set fire to the rain" by adele
Y: i let it fall, my heart
Y: and as it fell, you rose to claim
Y: it was dark and i was over
Y: until you kissed my lips and you saved me
Y: my hands, they're strong
Y: but my knees were far too weak
Y: to stand in your arms
Y: without falling to your feet
Y: but there's a side to you that i never knew, never knew
Y: all the things you'd say, they were never true
Y: and the games you play, you would always win, always win
Y: BUT I SET FIRE TO THE RAIN
once i hit the night note everyone starting yelling and cheering my name i kept going and once i was finished the boys, dejuane and the teacher looked at me like i had 3 heads
T: omg where did you learn how to sing like that
Y: i've been singing for a really long time
T: omg that was amazing you should sign up for the talent show
Y: umm when is it
T: it's during the homecoming game in 3 weeks
Y: yea sure i'll do it
i walk back to my seat which is next to the boys and in front of dejuane
D: wtf you can sing why'd you never tell us
Y: you never asked
V: sis we knew you could sing but not like that
K: exactly wth that was incredible
M: i'm lost for words
Y: bruh stop hyping my head up like that
after the boys hyped me up more and talked about what song i should sing next i feel a tap on my shoulder so i turn around
De: that was amazing
Y: thank you
De: i never knew you could sing
Y: well i've only talked to you for 4 weeks
De: true but that was amazing a beautiful voice for a beautiful girl
as he was talking i felt my phone blowing up so i pulled it out of my pocket and ofc it was tiktokroom with a picture of dejuane kissing me on the cheek at the football game

tiktokroom: are we here for these two 👀
liked by: y/n.baby and 500000 others
derektrendz: i am 😳
therealslimedupmike: as king he keeps her happy
vallykpena: i ship it 🤭
kbreezo: she taking my man 😖
hater: no she's ugly
y/n.baby: ant be too ugly if he likes me 🤪^^
dejuane.mccoy: 😏 yktv ^^^
*load 2000 more comments*

after i commented i was looking through the comments responding to hate ones when i saw dejuanes reply to my comment i was so happy i turned around and kissed him
Y/n thoughts 💭
WHAT......THE.......FUCK......
end of thoughts 💭
Y: i- i'm so sorry i don't know what came over m-
before i finished dejuane kissed me again
De: no need to be sorry i've been meaning to do that for a while
Y: oh oh ok then, one second
i turn to the boys and just start venting to them about wtf just happened then the bell rang and we headed to lunch, dejuane held my hand but i didn't want the boys getting lost so i held dereks hand, derek held kobe's, kobe held mikes, and mike held vallyks we walked till dejuane stopped at this table near the back of the cafeteria and we sat down
??: who's this de
Y/n thoughts 💭
so this nickname is de cool
end of thoughts 💭
before dejuane could speak i answered
Y: my name is y/n and these are my best friends Kobe, Mike, Derek, and Vallyk
??: oh ok well my name is Andre
Y: well hey Andre