Why am I never enough??

part 103

after dejuane left i got up and showered then went downstairs and seeing everyone home so i talked to them for a little then i went back up sitting on the bed looking at the ceiling and listening to music and while i'm singing larray comes in and lays beside me and now we're both singing and staring at the ceiling then we sit up

Y: what's wrong with you
Larray: just stressed and i don't really feel motivated to make videos anymore
Y: i know how you feel i don't feel motivated to do anything anymore
Larray: what should we do about it
Y: sing our problems away and cry and eat
Larray: actually that doesn't sound too bad
Y: i'll go get the food you start the music then we'll let the tears flow yup

i ran downstairs and got a bunch of drinks and snacks and a bottle of vodka then i run back upstairs and lay down on my back looking at the ceiling again then the music starts and tears instantly ran down my face and by the next song me and larray were crying our asses off we cried for an hour straight then we sat up and wiped each other face as we laughed then we watched The Notebook and ate snacks as we cried again then after the movie we turned on music again but this time we were dancing and drinking away our problems then next thing i knew we went from 1 bottle to 2 bottles to 3 then 4 and after that we were passed out wherever we fell down at then once we woke up i was outside near the pool barely clothed so i struggle getting up but once i do i go in the house and walk into the kitchen and i see larray also barely dressed so i shake him awake then we slowly walk up the stairs and to my room and we see dejuane and some other guy talking so we look at each other then hurry and go back downstairs

Y: what the hell happened yesterday
Larray: that's a good mother fucking question
Y: bro we need clothes but they're in my room
Larray: you can wear some of mine
Y: but your room is past my room so we would have to walk past the door
Larray: shit your right we need a plan
Y: ok let's think

we think of a plan then we go upstairs quietly and when we make it right beside my door we look in the room and see them standing up and talking so larray goes first and when he's on the other side i go but i trip then before they see me i hurry and roll to the other side and we take off running to his room then when we get in larrays room we close and lock the door

Larray: i know your ass didn't fall
Y: bruh i tripped
Larray: almost got caught cause of your dumbass
Y: fuck you let's get dressed

i go in larrays closet and grab a hoodie and some joggers then i fix my hair and while larray gets dressed i wash my face then once we're both done we go out the room and go downstairs then we see they're down there so we silently try and go back upstairs

Dejuane: y'all can't avoid us all day
Y: umm no one was avoiding y'all
Dejuane: then why y'all run past the door
Y: we were playing tag
Dejuane: stop lying
Y: i'm not
Dejuane: yea you are
Y: nope anyways who's that
??: i'm larrays ex

i look at larray and i widen my eyes as i try not to laugh at him

Y: oh well what's your name
??: it's Brady
(yes i know they're actually dating but for the story that's his ex 🙄)
Y: oh well hey brady
Brady: hey
Y: welp if y'all don't mind we're just gonna slowly go up these stairs and further away from y'all until we figure out what happened last night so BYE

me and larray take off running upstairs then we get to my room and lock the door and sit down thinking about what happened after we drunk the 4th bottle

Y: ok let's just recreate everything on our 4th bottle where were you standing
Larray: right here
Y: ok then stand there and i'll stand where i was
Larray: ok what now
Y: um let's first think about how the fuck dejuane and brady got here then we'll think about where the hell our clothes went so sit down and let's think

after around 30 minutes i still couldn't remember shit that happened last night

Larray: omg this shit is giving me a headache can't we just ask them
Y: fine mr.impatient
Larray: bitch get up and come on

we go into the living room and sit down on the floor infront of them while they sit on the couch looking down at us

Dejuane: what are y'all ugly asses looking at
Y: bitch i'll kick you in the ba-
Larray: AHT we came to ask you guys about what happened last night
Y: bitch don't cut me o-
Larray: y/n shut the fuck up
Y: bitch
Brady: is she done talking yet
Y: first off bi-

before i can finish larray punches me in the arm

Y: OW shit nvm continue
Brady: finally anyways y'all called us yesterday but we couldn't understand shit y'all were saying and y'all sounded like a complete mess and when we came y'all were laying on the floor drunk, crying and eating chocolate then y'all started rubbing it on each other faces while crying and laughing which started to creep us out so we tried to go get y'all off the floor but y'all took off your clothes and started running around the house while we chased you then y'all just kept running so we just went back to y/ns room and went to sleep thinking y'all would come back in but obviously y'all didn't and that's how you ended up barely dressed and in random rooms in the house well in y/ns case outside and larray on the ground
Y: oh shit we got turnt asf
Larray: ong part 2??
Y: fuck yea
Dejuane: fuck no we chased y'all around the house for A WHOLE FUCKING HOUR
Y: oh yea definitely a part 2
Brady: do what y'all want just don't call us
Y: we will
Larray: and i bet y'all bitch asses will come
Y: or we'll call someone else
Larray: period now come on love we need more bottles

and with that me and larray walked out the door getting in my car and driving to party stores and walmart then to a liquor spot

yurrrrr 😌