Why am I never enough??

part 12

                          *skip 2 months*
me and dejuane were doing good until this new girl came to school, her name is heather and her and dejuane have been hanging out a lot together then today he watched her as she walked by and i noticed she had his jacket on i start crying a little then walk off to go find the boys
Y: i wanna go home bro
as i say that i see dejuanes arm wrapped around her shoulder with their hands interlocked, this only causes me to cry harder
D: what's wrong y/n
i don't say anything i just point to dejuane and heather walking by
K: i'm sorry, yea we'll just skip
V: but we're not taking you home because you'll just cry yourself to sleep instead
all the boys looked at each other and said
Boys: GIRLS DAY
this made me smile even tho i was still crying
M: that's the smile we love
we went and got the rest of the girls and the boys besides dejuane 😒 and left school, we stopped at the mall and got out the car
C: so why did we leave early
K: because dejuane was all over heather
Ta: i'm sorry girly
Y: it's fine i'm sure they're just friends
i say this still having some doubt in my mind, time goes by and me and andre are at the arcade just laughing and having a good time with the rest of the group then my phone goes off so i look and see i'm being tagged in a post on ttr so i show andre
A: don't look now wait till later we're having too much fun
i agree then i just put my phone back in my pocket and continue having fun, everyone decided to spend the night at my house so we all went to target and got matching onesies

we were all feeling childish so we bought animal onesies and snacks then got back into the car while we're in the car i talk to andre
Y: oh i forgot about the ttr notification
A: oh yea check it
i checked it and what i saw broke my heart into a million pieces it was dejuane kissing heather

tiktokroom: we're guessing dejuane and y/n are over
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y/n.baby: actually we weren't but we are now 💔
dejuane.mccoy: y/n i'm so sorry
derektrendz: you didn't deserve her anyway
therealslimedupmike: wow bro
vallykpena: you fucked up
cherrychy: we're all disappointed
*load 2000 more comments*

after i commented i threw my phone and just sat in the seat pouring my eyes out wondering
Y/n thoughts 💭
"why am i never good enough"
end of thoughts 💭
andre, cherry, tatyana, and the rest besides mike cause he was driving gave me a hug once we got back to my house i ran up to my room and locked the door while the others knocked
K: Y/N PLEASE LET US IN
C: FR GIRL WE CAN HELP
V: PLEASE
i responded
Y: GUYS PLEASE JUST GIVE ME SOME TIME
i say as my voice cracks i then hear footsteps going away from the door and then i hear my imessage blowing up so i look and see dejuane texted me i respond then ss the messages to post on my spam

y/n spam: funny how you're sorry when you get caught 💔
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*commets disabled*

i play slowed down music and just cry all night until i cry myself to sleep, next morning i wake up and dejuane is STILL TEXTING ME

he threatens to expose me like i give a fuck the stress is too much so i go downstairs and everyone is staring at me like i escaped a mental hospital
Y: what
V: are you ok
Y: no Vallyk i'm not fucking ok
M: what's wrong
Y: what do you mean he fucking cheated and not only that but look at this
i pass them my phone to read the messages then they look at me and i go right back to crying, kobe comes up to me and hugs me like he never wanted to let go, i knew i could always count on kobe because he was always there for me
Y: thank you kobe i really needed that
i whisper in his ear , he looks at me and kisses my forehead then everyone else comes up to my room with me and we're chilling on live when i see a comments that caught my attention

simpstatus: y/n check dejuanes insta

i read the comments out loud then everyone circles around me as i pull up his insta i see

sike wait till next chapter i'll update soon but i gotta do my work