Why am I never enough??

part 15

today was official the first day of playlist live i hurry and wake up all the girls and then go in the boys rooms and wake them up once everyone is up i go back to my room and shower and put on my outfit

^^^ outfit besides the phone case i look at my case and remember me and dejuane got matching ones and i never changed mine

^^^^those are the cases we got along with the phones and i never changed mine yet, i just ignored it
Y: i'll change it later
with that i go to the boys room and wait on the girls we're just talking until all the girls are ready before we go to the event we go to waffle house to eat as i'm ordering someone calls my name
??: Y/N
i turn around and it's kairi i run up to him and jump on him causing us to both fall on the floor and for everyone to stare once i get off of him i run up to roshaun, alvaro, alejandro, and robert i'm talking to them all and playing with them then mattia walks in i just walk up to him and give him a side hug since cynthia likes him once all of kairis friend group is inside, i introduce them to my group
Y: ok, so kairi, robert, roshaun, alvaro, alejandro and mattia meet andre, justin, dejuane, kobe, mike, derek, vallyk, artis, ansley, maya, tatyana, cynthia, cherry, and celia
they all say hey to each other then i take kairi with me so we can finish ordering
Kairi~ ⛄️
⛄️: y/n it's so nice to finally meet you in person
Y: fr can't wait to get to know you guys some more
⛄️: you ready for playlist??
Y: something like that i guess
⛄️: don't you sing
Y: yea me and kobe are doing a duet tomorrow as a show and me and cynthia are gonna do stunts
⛄️: ok that sounds fun
Roshaun~R
R: did you guys order
Y: yea we're just waiting for them to bring it
we walk back to the table and 20 minutes later they bring our food we finish eating then all get in our cars to go to the event, we pull up and we just see a bunch of different creators so i drag kairi with me to go talk to some then we meet some supporters they asked us questions and made tiktoks with us i even followed a few back on insta after a while i started to get tired but we had to go on stage to answer some more questions, so this is how the seating on stage went
i was in the middle and to the left side of me was kairi, roshaun, alvaro, robert, mattia, alejandro, katie, cynthia, justin, andre, anne, peaches, and diego to the right side of me was kobe, tatyana, artis, cherry, maya, dejuane ,vallyk, mike, ansley, derek, celia, lauren, and bobby
we were all sitting down just chilling and talking while the supporters were being walked in and sorted once all the supporters were in they started asking questions
Supporters~S
S: ok my first question is for y/n, have you dated someone in this room and if so who??
Y: haha yes i have and it was dejuane
S: my question is for kairi, do you have a crush
⛄️: um yea but not saying who
Mattia~ 🦖
S: my question is for mattia, who do you think is the prettiest and who is the best dressed
🦖: cynthia is for sure the prettiest but y/n is best dressed
Y: yessir
we all start laughing and continue asking questions until the drama started
S: ok my question is for dejuane, who was the last person you kissed and when
we all sat there quiet because i knew for sure it wasn't me but his answer shocked everyone and i mean everyone
De: the last person i kissed was maya
derek looked hurt and like he was about to cry and i'd never let a bitch hurt my bestfriend
Y: bruh wtf maya
Ma: it was a mistake i promise
De: so what we did that night was a mistake
Y: what did y'all do??
De: we had sex
by now my eyes are watering also i know i should be over him but damn the fact that i was still recovering while he was moving on hurt now derek had a tear going down his face so he switched seats with kairi and i was just hugging him until anger hit me and i stood up going over to maya
Y: MANE YOU STUPID BITCH WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU
Ma: i'm sorry derek i really am!!!
Y: DONT FUCKING TALK TO HIM IF YOU EVEN COME NEAR HIM I WILL BREAK YOUR FUCKING NECK BITCH
by now supporters are recording but i don't care no one is gonna cheat on my bestfriend without me saying something i was about to hit her until derek grabbed my hand
Y: you lucky bitch
i say walking away and sitting back down hugging derek again and tapping my foot over and over again, the questions keep going and we keep answering the whole time i'm still hugging dereks and answering questions for him then celia is asked a question
S: celia who do you like
🐍: i like kairi
i sat there shocked but kairi looked happy so i'm happy for him but if she breaks his heart i'll literally try and kill her, then the supporters started getting a little too nosey
S: y/n have you and dejuane ever done the do 💀
by now everyone on stage was looking at me so i just answered
Y: sadly yes
De: what you mean sadly
Y: as in yes but i wish we never did because you're a hoe
De: who you calling a hoe
Y: if i'm correct i'm talking to Dejuane Thomas Mccoy
i pull out my phone just trying to avoid talking to him anymore after all the questions were over we went back to the hotel and we put maya in the boys room and derek in ours, instead of giving derek the room maya was in i'm letting him sleep in my room but before i gts i shower then call kobe to talk about the performance we rehearse then he walks back to his room and i go back to mine and get in bed with derek he still a little upset so me and him get snacks and watch netflix until he gets tired and i cuddle him until he falls asleep