Why am I never enough??

part 132

3rd person pov:
while y/n, kairi and the kids were sleeping peacefully the others were wide awake and talking to each other mostly arguing about y/n and the other time they were actually just talking and after a while of just talking and chilling dejuane got up to use the bathroom and davine gets up without even saying anything and she leaves out the door getting in her car and driving off, once dejuane came out the bath room he sat back on the couch looking around

Dejuane: where's davine
Larray: she just left
Dejuane: oh ok she probably went to go see her kids
Mattia: her kids??
Dejuane: yea why
Mattia: exactly so why does she actually give attention to her kids and you don't
Dejuane: i'm not arguing about this right now we already talked about it today
Mattia: well we're gonna talk about it again because those children get NO fucking attention from you and honestly i'm tired of seeing kairi act more like a dad to them than their actual one, yea i know kairi is y/ns best friend and he'll be there for them when and wherever but for him to care more about them than you should tell you something, kairi is probably the only person i know that if anything happened to where he had to take custody he would do it without even having to know why i know if y/n woke up right now and told kairi she couldn't or didn't want to take care of those kids at that second he would do it but they're your own kids and i don't know if i could even say you would do that because if i'm being honest i don't think you would but i bet you'd do it for davine stanky ass and her nappy headed ass babies
Dejuane: i really don't care i'm about to go call davine
Mattia: EXACTLY you're so fucking selfish i'm trying to tell you how much of a dead beat you are and all you can think about is when your fuck buddy is coming back and it's fucked up and i don't care what anyone says like kairi said y/n deserves so much better and i think that's more than dejuane can give there i said it dejuane you don't deserve y/n shit neither did derek or jared i don't think there is a person out there that does deserve her because of how amazing she is SHES AMAZING and dejuane every time she's with you all you do is break her even more inside and sooner or later that's all your kids are gonna know you for not their dad but a dead beat who always cared about someone else more than them shit i'm pretty sure that's all y/n knows you for because dejuane you are a fucking hoe the biggest one i know for a matter of fact and it's sad to see y/n crying every time you play her but i guess you aren't ready for that conversation
Dejuane: ok
Mattia: fucking disgrace

dejuane walks off trying to call davine but she doesn't answer then after a few hours y/n and kairi along with the kids wake up and y/n thanks kairi and she gets up picking up the kids and taking them into the kitchen to get something to eat and kairi follows then y/n cooks two oven baked pizzas one for kairi and her and one for the kids while it finished y/n made them a cup of lemonade and she sat it down while they waited and once the pizza finished she waited till it cooled off and gave it to the kids while kairi instantly started eating it then he started complaining about how his tongue burned while y/n watched and laughed while eating her slices then davine came through the door and they all just kept eating while dejuane walked up to her

Dejuane: where were you
Davine: i was with my kids
Dejuane: but you usually call when you're with them you didn't even call but not only that you also ignored my calls
Davine: i don't have to answer every time you call me
Dejuane: i never said that but if you're lying then say that don't sit here and act like you are innocent davine because you know i hate being lied too
Kairi: you hate being lied to what about y/n
Dejuane: not right now kai
Davine: i still don't understand why my business is any of your concern
Dejuane: davine i'm gonna ask you one more time before i spazz out where the fuck were you
Davine: i was out
Dejuane: OUT WHERE STOP FUCKING PLAYING WITH ME BITCH
Y: oop-
Davine: CHEATING DEJUANE I WAS FUCKING CHEATING
Mattia: DAMMNNNNMMMNMMNNNNNN
Dejuane: you dumb bitch
Y: ok i know she's a hoe but stop calling her names that shit isn't cool
Dejuane: fuck you davine

dejuane hangs his head low and starts walking towards y/n but she sticks her arm out and shaking her head so he just walked into the room he's been sleeping in, y/n just kept talking to kairi while davine sat there just looking at her feet then she left out and kairi, y/n and the kids went upstairs and was watching tv and talking about what just happened and they were also making jokes while in dejuanes room he was laying down crying and on the phone with his parents telling them about what just happened and how he felt while his mom kept telling him that now he knows how y/n felt when it was her in that situation and soon he got tired of hearing how y/n must've felt so he hung up and just sat their with thoughts running through his head and after a while he got up going to y/ns room seeing her with kairi and the kids and y/n looks over at him then turns her head acting she didn't even notice him and he just stood in the doorway waiting for y/n to notice him or at least pay attention to him

got practice in a few minutes  😖