Why am I never enough??

part 171

when i woke up i hit dejuanes forehead then as soon as i stood up he sat up and snatched me by my waist laying me back on the bed and tickling me until i apologize then i got up showering and getting ready for the day after i finished i woke up dj and got his bag packed and i picked him taking him to the car then i turned in the ac and handed him something to eat then i ran back inside because i forgot my gift as i ran up the stairs i opened the door seeing lucianna and dejuane sucking each other faces off while azlynn is in the bathtub splashing around with bubbles and her bath toys

Y: i'm gonna throw up
Lucianna: omg get out you're ruining the mood
Y: if y'all even think about doing that while she's here then i'll take her with me right now
Lucianna: we can do what we want

i shrug my shoulders and go in the bathroom finishing getting azlynn bathed once she's done i wrap her in a towel after i brush her hair and teeth i get her dressed as i carry her and her bag downstairs while i hear their faint voices but i ignore them and go outside putting her in the car and getting in myself and driving off

Azlynn: i was supposed to stay with daddy mama
Y: i know baby and i'm sorry but he's busy or will be and i don't want you to see that
Azlynn: it's ok mama i understand
Y: thank you but ill make up for it i'll buy you guys anything you want
Dj: YAY
Y: let's get dj in clothes other than pajamas first

we continue driving to the house and i jog in grabbing dj some regular clothes and before i'm out the door kairi comes up to me

Kairi: where are y'all about to go
Y: to the mall
Kairi: why
Y: i promised the kids i would take them and let them pick whatever they want since i made them leave early
Kairi: why'd you make them leave
Y: dejuane and lucianna were about to do the do and i wasn't about to let azlynn see that
Kairi: oh i understand but do you mind if me and gabby come we wanna grab a few gender neutral things like diapers and a crib
Y: alright get dressed and we'll be in the car
Kairi: thank you
Y: anytime kai

i walk back to the car and sit in the passenger playing music and waiting until kairi and gabby came out fully dressed as they walked out i turn the car on and played music then they got in the back and i pulled out the driveway singing with kairi and just having fun until we got to the mall so we all got out and i held azlynn and djs hand walking them across the road and into the mall a few hours pass and we have nearly 25 bags for the kids and 21 bags for kairi and gabby's baby although we were tired we went to one more store and i got myself a bunch of hoodies then we went back to the car putting all the bags in and heading back to the house, i tried to park in the driveway but dejuanes car was there so i parked on the alongside of the road and we got the bags and carried them inside then popping them on the floor exhausted when we got inside

Y: you could've parked somewhere else
Dejuane: i came to ask for azlynn to be able to come back with me
Y: after y'all finished i bet
Dejuane: at least we didn't do it in front of her
Y: so fucking someone who used you was more important to you than spending time with your daughter
Dejuane: i never said that
Y: but it's heavily implied if i didn't come back to get her then you would've done it right in front of her and i'm 20 and i wouldn't want to see that so why would a 4 year old
Kairi: before y'all start arguing can i see the gift

i roll my eyes at kairi then i pick up the box and hand it to him and he takes it to the couch while the group circles around him looking at the pictures

Dejuane: i wouldn't have let it get that far
Y: but you would've because you didn't wait anytime getting back to it when i took her and left and then you have the nerve to come back AFTER you finish which was so important
Dejuane: it's not that serious y/n
Y: yes it is!!!! she's a fucking child dejuane no child wants to see their dad doing that kind of stuff ever in there life
Dejuane: it's over now so can i get here
Y: no because i don't trust you

without wanting to hear another word i pick up the bags while azlynn and dj follow me into the room and we sit on the bed going through the clothes and i make them try on to make sure they fit and once we got all the clothes situated i started making them try on their shoes and while they did i went and got ready for bed and as i came out i saw dejuane sitting on the foot of the bed watching and talking to them

Y: why are you in here
Dejuane: that pajama set looks nice on you
Y: thanks i got it today but why are you in here
Dejuane: i know i messed up bad and it won't happen again but just for this once can i please have them for the days i'm supposed to
Y: fine dejuane but if they tell me one bad thing i'll literally kill you
Dejuane: they won't i promise

dejuane gives me a hug then he packs the kids bags again but i make sure he doesn't take any of their new clothes and he bribed dj to go with him which was funny to me but once they left out alejandro and mattia came in with my gift and they laid on my bed talking to me

i'll try to upload more today i was just too lazy yesterday 😭