Why am I never enough??

part 113

when i wake up i see the group inside along with kairi, alvaro, mattia, alejandro and roshaun

Y: OMG GUYS WHAT THE FUCK
Kairi: BESTIE
Mattia: WE MISSED YOU
Alvaro: glad to see you're ok!!!
Alejandro: bro i'm happy too!!!
Roshaun: YASSSSSS BITCH IM HERE
Y: bro what y'all doing down here
Kairi: you know i had to
Y: bitch you live 2 hours away ain't nobody talking to you
Kairi: fuck you too bitch
Alvaro: well me and roshaun are moving back to jersey
Y: OMG WAIT FR STOP PLAYING
Roshaun: we back for good baby
Y: OMG YAY

the boys come to me and i kick dejuane off the bed then we do one big group hug

Dejuane: um fuck you too then
Y: um fuck off im speaking to my friends
Mattia: we're all going to have our own house across from yours
Y: wait so i'll be able to see y'all every day!!!
Kairi: yessir just like old times
Y: bro i'm so happy
Cherry: damn fuck you too bitch
Y: you guys know i love y'all
Larray: nah i'm a little hurt
Ballo: ong my heart breaking
Kobe: i feel replaced
Mike: fuck y/n i still got my boys
Derek: yessir
Manolo: damn now y'all leaving us out
Smitty: mane yall while friend group ain't shit
Andre: not too much on us
Artis: ong spongebob head shaped ass
Ansley: someone get artis out the room
Devyn: um we here too
Haihai: ong fuck y'all
Josh: i'm just observing
Dixie: who
Josh: me
Dixie: asked
Diego: haha she got your dumbass
Donn: how could you fall for that
Sora: you're a dumbass josh
Lexi: can y'all shut up
Nia: can you suck an ass
Jaden: nia wants it to be hers
Tatyanah: she prolly does with her weird ass
Kay: wouldn't you be the weird one for thinking she does
Avani: hmm he has a point
Jared: pretty valid if i may add
Dejuane: can y'all shut up
Y: for real
Ballo: um someone pull that bitches life support
Devyn: omg please let me do it
Y: i love you guys so much
Sora: um ok??
Y: but SHUT THE FUCK UP
Mattia: oop

after they stopped talking i talked to the boys about letting me help them paint then those bitches said no so i just look at them until they say yes then i ask cherry where my food is and she says dejuane ate it so i sit there mad and not talking until he goes and buys me more then he comes back and forces me to let him sit next to me since he had to go buy my food which was only fair because his fat ass should've never ate mine in the first place then he wouldn't even have to replace it but while he sat beside i was eating then he laid his head on my stomach but a bitch didn't care because i was hungry af then i continued talking to the group about random things and what i saw while i was "dead" and they seemed pretty amused so we kept talking about that until the damn doctor finally came with some paperwork and i signed it then she gave me breakfast even thought is was now the afternoon and all i do is throw it in the trash next to my bed and the group ask why i did it so i tell them then i go back to talking with them and after hours of talking they all leave so now it's just me and dejuane like it was at first so i talked to him and then he fell asleep so i turned on the tv and watched cartoons and got on my phone then i went on insta and i had a few messages

                                 chris brown✔️

chris brown: hey what's up i was searching through contacts and i remembered i had your number from a while ago i was wondering if me and the gang could crash at your place for our tour
y/n.baby: oh yea that's completely fine you can swing by but i'm in the hospital right now and won't be out for the next 2 weeks
chris brown: that's fine that's  when our tour begins but we might come a few days early and check on you
y/n.baby: alright that's fine
chris brown: aight see you then feel better soon
y/n.baby: imma bounce back for sure but see you then
*end of messages*

after that i scream quietly in dejuane hair out of excitement then i lay back down smiling hard asf the whole time until i fell asleep

this is short because i have hella work due by 12 so after i finish i'll make another chapter ❤️🤞🏽