life updates for anyone who cares

applying for jobs+ getting out of the slump

so today i had a call with my gp about the iud, and she said the copper will make me bleed hella and for longer, but im ok with that as long as there are no hormones bc wallah im tired of hormones messing up with me. she said i could try the mirena but i did some research and even tho its "localised hormones" they will still make it to my brain somehow, idk exactly how it works.

but ik that everytime you try to work against nature, in this case, - fertility - there will always be consequences, and i will deal with the copper iud before the mirena anyday. it will force me to be on top of my iron and water levels, so it sounds like a win-win to me. ofc im not deluded, ik i will probably bleed quite a bit as they insert it at first, but then it will taper off iA

today i applied to a job at black dog institute and did the cover letter thing properly, it came pretty easy to me bc the job was acc quite interesting. lets see how it goes, im feeling a lot more hopeful and less jaded, so if nothing else, im just glad to be feeling smth that isnt blah. literally, the feeling of blah is always in me these past few months.

im so glad that ive found some pretty good options for me to do smth that is considered practical experience and im really hoping i get a job at the end of it iA. even tho our first business didnt work out like we hoped it would, it was smth, that forced me to be better than i was, forced me to show up properly and more professionally and also made me realise that im a good leader and worker at the same time.

 anyways i gotta do some pilates now, or maybe some skipping.