life updates for anyone who cares

pretty overwhelming second semester

so ye, ive been putting off journalling for about two weeks now, even tho ik how much better i feel when i do, and there are not excuses for poor mental health, esp when it is done on purpose (by avoiding what makes me feel lighter)

after all, emotions are simply a guide and not meant to last forever, they are meant to point out to us what we need to work on and fix

and atm, im feeling increasingly stressed and overwhelmed bc of how much stuff i have to do this semester:

- planning my wedding reception

-doing 3 units of uni

-submitting my assignments before week 6 (Which is in two weeks and i have three assignments)

-submitting my research for the muri program in uni (its a boring topic but ik i can get it done) also before week 6

i just need to learn how to manage my time, if i get that sorted, ill be good, honestly.

and i have to do all of this while staying on top of lectures and tutorial questions.

luckily ive almost finished my participation marks for 2 of my units, which im very on top of and very happy to be. i hate the banking and finance unit that im doing bc i havent been doing the readings like at all, even tho i probably should bc the unit is pretty confusing but honestly it'll be fine ... it literally always is but i have to keep reminding myself to stay grounded otherwise this stress might just kill me..

luckily im done my participation for two of my units so my head is right above water but today i wanna finish off my first assignment at least 85-90% of it and then submit it and start on my next one iA tomorrow or on Wednesday.

so far, im handling it well, if im honest, idk anyone who studies after marriage like i have been, and im killing it too - im handling the cleaning and some of the cooking so its going good Alhamdulilah