life updates for anyone who cares

rethinking my place in life

ye basically i am very lost where i am but also finding my way. ive joined this professional development program at my uni which is helping me get on my job search... and already after one session, ive got myself an orientation tomorrow and an interview on wednesday. alhamdulilah. sometimes truly its just about confidence.

i contacted a general manager for a reputable psychology company in all of sydney, and most of all i get to work in hanan dover's company and im so excited for it!!! 

i will interact with her, and get to know her personally iA. shes a forensic psychologist and she has done a degree in behavioural science, basically my wet dream in terms of career. literally the whole of 'lie to me' personified

im so excited!! i showed up for myself and it paid off, as it always does. i spent the rest of the day today deep-cleaning and mopping the house so that i dont have to anything tomorrow and i can focus on going to the internship (iA its paid) and i cant wait to compete with everyone there!!!!!!

ughhh alhamdulilah, i have to make sajdah as shukr

in terms of being lost in my life, its mainly my position with my MIL and FIL. and i dont like ti but im slowly feeding myself the bitter pill that i will always be the DIL and im happy with that, bc that means lesser expectations. and i should focus only on me and usama. and ofc the house bc this is really my space that im taking care of. 

i really want my own place tho. im going for a paralegal interview on wednesday, make lots of dua that i get it.