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ambition vs money

so recently ive been pretty lost in regards to the natures of man and woman.

ik that men would drop anything for a loyal woman, rich or poor.

ik that women consider  the reliability of a man by judging his means and earning ability (yes, gold-digging).

now recently ive  been to red-pill and its part  of the reason ive stuck in my depressive stage for a little longer tbh. realising that men only marry for beauty but hate on women for marrying for money doesn't make sense to me.

like as if overcoming early ageing wasn't hard enough, let's add the pressure that apparently that's all we are to men. we are literally 'used goods' if you are over 18. deadass. 18.

when you are barely realising the effect you have on men, you have apparently already surpassed your 'peak' which is stupid bc ive seen such attractive mums with big hips at 30-40 but ofc i sound biased im a woman 'scared' of ageing.

then these same men will also say she needs to be loyal and not be a gold-digger. so let me list the impossible list these men want us to reach by 20:

- not get plastic surgery but somehow have genetics so strong that your bust and butt both are very 3D (thru exercise and good diet) without having a stomach and weigh under 50kg (lol men are acc stupid)

-still chase those fake girls that they talk sh*t on but try to convince you that you're 'all good natural' while thirst commenting under their pictures ????

-reverse ageing or just stay at the same age (like its a  choice) whilst also:

-- getting money

--getting 'a crib'

--being independent (but talking crap about independent women, duh) forgetting that independence comes with the ego and the attitude and you cannot just expect women to 'lose it' and be feminine under YOUR terms

--taking care of THEIR genetically sh*t babies (if their mindset is like whatever this list says)

are men stupid or are  they trolls

?

do they know that all that biological pressure of having a crib, babies and holding a job AND dealing with their daily sh*t on top of 'not having a masculine nature' or 'not having an ego' will not keep someone young? this is not heaven

this is not a restaurant where you get your ideal woman who can do all of the above and still be loyal after you make her carry half the weight of the relo that you should be carrying.

all this red pill bs with blue pill conditioning.

how you talking about being the authority and then giving half of the load to her?

you need to pick one.

either you want a wife to spoil or a mother to take care of you -- you can't have both.

if you want a wife to spoil, she will do everything to stay young for you, if you don't give her pressure ofc. and for that you need money. idk if y'all realise how frkn stupid y'all sound.

so i broke it down for you.

if we're gonna treat each other like objects, then you have the accept that you will be her bank account.