life updates for anyone who cares

why are guys so entitled?

im acc amazed at how guys can turn around them chasing you...into you chasing THEM?

like how does that happen?

i didnt even FOLLOW this guy like at ALL; not at first and i didnt follow him back either. he messaged me saying smth like 'why would your sister message me when i told azka bhabi that i was interested in you like thats just wrong' and i agree but anyway i didnt reply back to it bc ik its gonna turn into another conversation.

he followed me and i didnt follow back

he said he 'liked me' first and i just told my cousin to tell him that ye im open to it but now after the fact that i didnt follow back or message back, he says 'i dont LIKE her, i just found her attractive'

like f off bro thats literally what liking someone means?

how do you say im 'beautiful' and you wanna 'marry me' and then say 'i dont LIKE her' after i dont follow back... or reply back... even tho those are the things you like about me?

why do guys expect special treatment just bc they 'blessed' us with their attention?????

f off bro hes trying to SAVE FACE before anything has even happened. that tells me that hes doing it for his ego.

he had to 'correct' himself and make sure that i knew he didnt like me bc he only found me attractive, and the fact that he follows/talks to many girls tells me hes not serious so anyway.

im just glad i stuck to my rules. but i feel so disrespected. like why did you feel the need to clarify that you didnt like me but you wanted marriage? im so confused???? like what does that even mean bro

i dont even think he can support me intellectually, bc i get bored very easily especially by guys. he needs to have smth about him that makes me not want to kill him. i dont even know him and hes pissing me off.

anyway i dont think its gonna work out bc hes too much into his ego and im ready to break his heart lol i dont feel sh*t anymore. im so turned off by what he said that i dont think i can like him again. like wow you think im after you even tho i didnt even follow you back or message back? you must be frkn deluded. get yourself checked.

but anyway he said he found me 'charming and beautiful' and that hes 'starting to like me'

not that it matters bc he seems like a dusty anyway.

but ye idrc if it happens, it happens otherwise i need to remember that he is defs not the last guy on earth and that i can defs find someone better than him.

anyway back to manifesting the real deal, hopefully the real deal shows up before W does bc idk i feel like throwing smth at him rn. like wth youre already pissing me off and we're not even married ill frkn kill him