life updates for anyone who cares

metaphysics, law of attraction and visionboards

hmmm so im thinking of really jumping headfirst into this vibes thing and what better way to do it  than to create a vision board ?

so im not sure what im gonna put into it since alot of my year is kind of planned out.

like for eg, i will be a crisis supporter by the end of the year in shaa Allah with my accreditation and everything, which is when I'll start my online business in shaa Allah - to provide services like betterhelp does so i really need to start looking into that stuff.

im thinking of having a relationship branch to it where i discuss or advise people on their relationships and do smth that i saw someone else do... a 'to my ex' page on that website to help make people feel lighter just like this wattpad makes me feel - and not stupid bc they wont be sending that damned message.

my podcast will take off in this year and me, along with my sister will be called onto radio shows - who knows maybe we'll start one?

-im defs going to malaysia, just finalising my units and all but i dont wanna just 'chill' there, maybe i can learn smth extracurricular  there or maybe i can do a leadership program that my uni offers -  which i think will make me so busy and ugh i love that.

-tbh my biggest goal for 2020 is to STAY BUSY  bc bro, Allah hasnt given me a job yet bc He we wants me to explore what I want to do before I sucked into that slave life.

and not just that, shallon has really inspired me to never let my brain settle and always keep building but also not to forget to celebrate. being busy is a whole-ass motive this year in shaa Allah and im so proud of myself for acing the  interview that landed me the crisis supporter intital learning - and i hope i can pace it a little quicker

- other than that, some smaller goals for me are reducing my waist to 26 (its 20 rn) and my breasts are 37, bum is 42/43 (forgot), thighs are 23 inches !!!! so happy about that took me a couple of months to move from the plateau of 21 inches

im creating a playlist that puts me in a winner mood:

-the wait by l. marshall

-trippin by french montana

-made it by cash money heroes

-the show goes on by lupe fiasco

-miss diva by one acen ft yungen

and TBA