so ive been suffering with hormonal acne for three years now and it only gets harder.
i was prescribed accutane 6 weeks ago on 20mg per day and i only saw improvement in the first 3 weeks... before my genetics shone thru as they always do.
and i just sat w/ myself today and started crying bc all i see around me is clear skin and it makes me so upset bc these are supposed to be my prime years of attractiveness and .. i look ugly.
and i dont wanna hear "oh but internal beauty" bc f that sh*t. i judge people based on outside appearance and ik they do too. im suppposed to be pretty rn. this is supposed to be my prime time.
this is when i can make men fall at my feet . this is when i should be seductive
but i also feel like maybe if i just focused on the inside, it would show on the outside. but idk man. ive been feeling extra negative and irritated and ANNOYED that even accutane isnt able to fix my acne. and i want to cuss. and i want to swear. but ik it will only make things worse.
and its worse when everyone around you is so used to it t
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