Josh POV
She needs me. She has come to her senses. I finally pull into the driveway and see Colleen sitting on the front step. Its about 9:30pm and its dark but I know its her. She stands up slowly and makes her way to me as I step out of the car. "Colleen I love you baby" I say as she jumps in my arms hugging me for dear life. I kiss her neck and start crying myself. I nuzzle my face into her shoulder just breathing her closeness in. "I am sorry Josh" she says as she pulls back. "Its done now. Just don't run next time ok?" I say rubbing her back. She nods and leans against my chest as I hold her tight again. I hear her sigh and she looks at me again. I lean down and kiss her as I grasp the back of her head. She runs her hands down my back as we totally makeout. "Oh my god Colleen, I missed you" I say as my hands run down her sides to her butt. "Lets go inside babe" Colleen says smiling as we are getting to carried away outside. I walk in hand in hand with her and notice everyone is sitting in the backyard. "Where is Lily?" I ask. "Sleeping" she says as she pulls me into her childhood bedroom. We close the door and lock it and we have sex for the first time since Lily was born. I needed to show her I loved her more than anything.
About 25 minutes later we compose ourselves enough to join everyone else. I open the door to let Colleen through and we see Rachel walking down the hall towards the bathroom. Rachel looks at us and starts laughing. "Busted" she says and she walks into the bathroom. I smile at Colleen and grab her hand and we make our way to the kitchen. "I am starving" Colleen says digging in the fridge. I come behind her and grab her around her waist. She starts giggling and jumps in my arms again. I kiss her hard. I hear her moaning and she quickly stops. "Later babe. Not in my parents kitchen" she says as she grabs bread and some cheese and tomato. "Want a sandwich with turkey?" she asks. "Sure thanks" I say sitting watching her when Gwen walks in. "Joshua thank god" she says hugging me as I stand up. "You two lovebirds ok now?" she asks. "We are good" Colleen says smiling at me. "Best advice I can give you is to always sit down and breathe before taking off on each other" she says. "Sounds like good advice" I say and smile at Colleen as she nods looking my way. I see Colleen finish cutting the sandwiches. "Joshua" she says with her back still facing me. I know immediately her tone. I jump up and hold her. "Juice?" Gwen asks. "Yes" I say kissing her neck. "Colleen come on baby. Drink this" I say lifting the glass to her lips. She is starting to sweat profusely. She takes a few sips as I sit her down on the floor with me. Gwen is sitting beside her and Rachel comes around the corner. I am wiping her face. Rachel grabs a chocolate bar on the counter and feeds her some chocolate. She starts to smile and come to more. "Baby" I say holding her. "You are so stressed. Did you take your meds today?" I ask. She looks at me. That means no. "Colleen please, you have to" I beg her. "I will go grab them from your bag in your room" Gwen says as she leaves the room. "Colleen you have to take them especially when you are pregnant again. You have to promise me" I say smiling at her. She nods and starts hugging me. She can make me do anything.
