Josh POV
I hear a sliding noise and turn around to see Colleen falling to the floor. "Colleen!" I yell as I sink to the ground. "Just give me a second. Let the insulin work" she says cuddling into me. "Jesus Colleen you are risking your health baby" I say upset holding onto her. I reach down her shirt and rub her belly watching her face. I sit there for a few minutes and see her finally smile at me. "I feel a million times better" she sighs. "Baby please" I say. "I was so worried about you. I didnt sleep and forgot my pump since last night" she says. "Since last night Colleen? Thats too long" I say. Just then I see Colleen grab her stomach. "What? Whats wrong?" I ask panicking. "Baby girl is kicking. Feel" she says as I reach my hand down to her stomach. I feel her move. "My baby girl" I say tearing up. "She has been kicking me the entire time you have been gone" she says. "Hi my baby girl. Daddy is home now" I say cuddling down to Colleen on the floor. Colleen is kissing my neck listening to me get emotional." I missed you so much" I say starting to kiss her neck. She smiles and grabs my neck as we kiss still laying on the bathroom floor. I slide down my PJ pants and pull off her underwear. "I need you babe" I say as I lay back down on top of her. I slide into her just watching her face. "Baby you feel so incredible. Love you" she says as she closes her eyes. "Feel me baby" I say as I dip down to kiss her as I increase my motions into her. "Sweet god" she sighs as I feel her break under me and shake enjoying every second. "Oh baby. I love you" I say as I let myself go. "Colleeeeen...oh...my .....god" I say as I collapse.We lay there for a few more minutes and I hear Lily calling for us. I hear Tricia talking to her in the hallway. So I pull Colleen up after pulling my clothes on. "I will be right out baby" she says. "You sure you are ok?" I ask her. She nods. I know she is telling me the truth. I walk out of the room and see Lily waiting for me holding onto Tricia. "Baby girl! Good morning" I say as she jumps into my arms."Love you Daddy" she says as she squeezes me. "Go easy on Daddy" Tricia says. "I am okay" I say smiling at Tricia. We walk down the hallway and I see Noah in his swing. He sees me and starts smiling. "Oh my god he is smiling now" I say tearing up. "Yes he has been for the past week. He is really nosy" she says laughing. I lay on the floor with Noah as he watches me and kicks and laughs. My heart is melting. He is no longer a tiny baby that just sleeps and eats. About 25 minutes go by and still no Colleen. I hear Tricia yelling for me. "Josh!!!" she is yelling. I stand up and look down the hallway and see Colleen laying on the floor in our bedroom doorway pale as a ghost. "I just happened to look down the hall" she says. "Let me grab her machine" Tricia says as she grabs her machine from the kitchen and comes back to us as I cry sitting beside her. Lily is standing behind me crying. "Lily, Mommy is going to be ok. Remember her sugars?" I say. She nods and watches. Tricia is taking her sugar. "Its 19" she says. She grabs Colleen's pump and looks at the screen and adjusts it. "Ok give her a second" she says.
