Colleen POV
"Mommy!" Lily says bouncing up and down as I wake up. "Hi baby" I say quietly. I look behind her and see Josh,Rachel, Tricia and the kids."Do you love your new sister?" I ask. She nods. "I got her reaction on her tape" Rachel says. "Sore sis?" Rachel asks bending down to me. "Oh ya" I say. "Babe the doctor left a prescription for pain killers. Want me to get them filled?" Josh asks rubbing my cheek. "Yes babe" I say. "Rachel, can you and Tricia stay with the kids and Colleen?" Josh asks them. "Yes" Rachel says as Tricia nods. "Ok babe I will be right back. Do you want anything?" Josh asks me. "you want food?" He asks. "Surprise me" I say smiling. He nods and runs out of the room. "Colleen how are you doing?" Rachel asks sitting down holding Jasmine as Tricia takes Noah and Lily for a snack. "Good" I say starting to cry. "Colleen whats wrong?" She asks hugging me. "Sore and tired and hormonal and happy. The list goes on" I say laughing as Rachel smiles. "Jasmine is beautiful sis. Your family is amazing" Rachel says. I nod starting to cry again. I take Jasmine from Rachel as she gets fussy. "Let me feed her Rach" I say as I start to feed her watching her as I lay back in the pillows. We sit there in silence watching her. "Rachel thank you for helping me when I was pregnant. I appreciate everything. She is here and healthy because of you and Josh" I say grabbing her hand. "Now its time to take care of your issues. You now come first" Rachel says. I nod and continue watching Jasmine eat. My baby girl and her first time feeding. Amazing moment.
Josh has come back with food and my medication after I fed Jasmine. "Doing ok baby?" He asks walking into our bedroom. "Tired" I say sitting up. I start to swing my legs over the edge of the bed as Josh puts down our food. "Washroom?" He asks. "Yes sorry" I say standing up slowly. He grabs me as I straighten up and I lean against him. He is hugging me tight. "Feel like I gave birth to a truck" I say smiling. "Birth is hard enough but with her being breech, it must have been brutal" he says kissing my head as we shuffle to the washroom. "It was pretty bad" I say. Josh sits me down to pee and I grab him tight. I know this is going to hurt. Instantly I recognize the pain. I start to cry in my hands. "Baby I am so sorry Colleen. Lets get you back to bed with some food and painkillers" he says emotionally. I cry all the way back and sit down. Josh is rubbing my back watching me. I take my blood sugar. Its 22. "Josh can you grab me an insulin syringe and a frozen bag of peas for my crotch?" I say smiling. He nods laughing and returns back with it. He gives me my shot in my leg, a pain pill and I place the frozen bag between my legs as he covers me up. "Feels so good" I say laughing. "Eat babe" he says as he passes me some sushi. I eat two bites and need to lay down. "You need to eat more babe" he says. "Later" I say falling asleep holding his hand.
