Josh POV
Colleen has just stormed out. I worry so much about her and I am so disappointed in my own actions but I motionless. I am in total and utter shock and denial. She was so sick with Noah and did so much damage to her body that this pregnancy may end up hurting her even more or even killing her. It is so hard for me to think of us terminating our child, as it's my son or daughter but it may be the only solution to keep Colleen safe. Tears are still streaming down my face. I walk over to the kitchenette and pour myself a shot to calm down. I have a show to do. I will talk to her after the show and with a clearer mind. I walk out of the room and look down the hallway for her. Maybe she is up at the stage level. Nope she isn't there either. My manager comes up to me and tells me I have 5 minutes before showtime. "Have you seen Colleen?" I ask him. He shakes his head no. Maybe she is at the back of the audience. I hear my start up music begin and I walk onto the stage trying to forget one of the most troublesome moments in our marriage.
I wait backstage after the show for her to appear and she doesn't come. I call her cell phone and there is no answer. I go into panic mode. I run across the street to the hotel and into our room. I see the note. I try calling her again crying. Nothing. I call Rachel. "Rachel....have you talked to Colleen today?" I ask. "Yup she is flying home as we speak" she says coldly. "What? Why?" I ask broken. "You know why! You walked out on her when she begged you to talk. She came after you to find you to talk. You gave her nothing. I thought you were better than this. She didn't get herself into this situation alone. She deserves better than that from you! " she says and she hangs up on me. I drop my phone and cover my mouth. She is on a plane upset and pregnant without me. I put her there. I call my manager and tell them I am flying home due to a family emergency and will be back for the show the day after tomorrow as I have a day off tomorrow anyways.I grab all my shit and race to the airport and get on a flight that lands in LA early the next morning. I have to find her.
