Colleen POV
"My pump is fixed now. I won't have anymore damage" I say to Josh in our bedroom later that night. "Colleen over the next 7 months it will do more damage. Its impossible to stop" he says holding my hands. "I dont care about me as much as the baby" I say. "What about me and Lily and Noah? We don't count? We all want you here" he says. I grab his face and calm him down. "Joshua. Please babe. Calm down. I am back on the pump and we have Tricia. Things are going to be so much easier" I say as I lightly kiss him. He pulls me into him tight. "Oh baby" I say as my hands run down his back. "I love you so much my heart hurts baby. I need you in my arms healthy as can be" he says. "And you wonder how I get pregnant?" I say laughing. "With lines like that it will make me do anything" I say smiling. "Anything?" He says running his hands along my stomach to my butt. I lean in and kiss him like never before. My tongue overtakes his mouth as I grab him tight. My hands run down his back to his waist as I reach to undo his pants. My hormones are screaming for him. "Joshua I am so excited" I say smiling at him. He takes off his clothes as I do mine. I jump into his arms and wrap my legs around his waist as his hands hold my thighs. He backs me against the wall and he presses into me as I stare into his eyes. "I give myself 5 seconds" I say as he moves inside me. A few minutes go by where we enjoy each other thoroughly. "Josh hold me babe" I say as I hold him tight. I loose myself in his arms. "Colleen you came so fast babe" he says smiling. "I needed you" I say as he continues. "Joshua... Do you need me?" I ask as I run my fingers through his hair watching him. He nods silently but keeps going. "Baby oh my god " he says as I grab him tighter. He shatters me. He starts crying. "Colleen please babe" he begs. I pull his head out of my shoulder and stare at him. "Joshua I will be fine. I am going to rest all the time baby" I say watching him breathe as he carries me into bed. We climb in and just relax and talk. Josh eventually gets out of bed at around 1am and grabs some cereal for me. I eat it so fast as Josh watches and laughs. "I need to buy shares in Kelloggs" he says. I finish my bowl and we cuddle into bed together.
I roll over in the middle of the night freezing as I have no blankets on and the air con is really high. I can't get warm. I cuddle into Josh and he wakes up. "You are so cold babe" he says. "I woke up with no blankets on. Cuddle me baby" I say. His arms wrap around me. I close my eyes content. My favourite place.
