Colleen POV
I have been home a few days and managing fine. Josh is doing everything possible for me. I walk out to the living room with Noah in my arms and see Josh and Lily at the kitchen counter. "What are you two doing?" I ask. They both spin around. "Mommy you can't see " Lily yells as Josh blocks whatever is on the counter smiling. "Colleen sit down and we will bring you our creation" Josh says smiling at Lily as she giggles. I sit down slowly smiling at Noah in my arms as he sleeps. About 10 minutes later Lily is telling me to close my eyes. "Ok they are closed" I say. "Let me take Noah babe" Josh says as he scoops him from my arms. "Open!" Lily yells. In front of me is chocolate cake. "Did you and Daddy make this?" I ask shocked. She is nodding jumping up and down as Josh places Lilys plate with a piece across from me. "Really? How?" I say laughing as it actually looks amazing. "Eat it Mommy!" She says. I take a bite and close my eyes. "Holy smokes its incredible!" I exclaim truly meaning it. "Its a diabetic recipe" Josh says. "No way!" I say taking another bite before Lily jumps at me hugging me. "Is it really that good?" Josh asks. I nod putting a piece of cake on my fork and hold it up to him to try. He chews it and looks at me. "It is fantastic.... woah" he says laughing. Lily has plunked herself down on the other side of the table eating her piece. She is loving it too. "Thank you Daddy. Thank you Lily" I say smiling. Josh sits beside me with Noah and lays him on his chest. Noah looks so tiny sprawled out on him. I get up slowly and grab my camera and take pictures. Lily jumps in and I take some amazing shots of Josh with his kids. "Just going to jump in the shower ok?" I say. "Sure babe" Josh says rubbing Noahs back lightly while Lily shows him a book. I turn around and walk down the hall to get some clean clothes and carry them into the bathroom. I slowly undress and hop into the shower and enjoy my time to myself. I step out and dry off and get dressed in my hoodie and leggings and throw my wet hair into a ponytail as I hear Noah start crying. My boobs even know when he will wake up as I am so engorged. I walk down the hall and smile at Josh trying to bounce him. "Here babe give me him. My boobs are killing me" I say as I sit and unzip my hoodie. Josh passes him down to me and sits beside me. Noah instantly feeds and I lean back in relief as the pressure is relieved. "Feel better?" Josh says laughing. "A million times better" I say. "I am glad women have babies but the things your bodies can do amaze me" he says. I start laughing and kiss his cheek. I love him.
