Josh POV
I basically am watching Colleen like a hawk. I seem to be able to sense things, almost predicting. I wrap my arms around her as she sleeps that night and rub her little baby belly gently. I close my eyes and pray for the baby to make it through the first trimester. "What are you doing baby?" She whispers grabbing my hand. "Saying good night to our baby" I say kissing her neck. She rolls over and kisses me. "Joshua I love you baby so much. You are amazing" she says as she kisses me again. "You are my life babe" I say nuzzling her. She falls asleep along my chest and basically hold her there all night. She is my everything.
A few days go by and we are on the plane to NYC. Her doctor gave her approval to fly. We are two hours into our 6 hour flight. Colleen is sleeping and has Lily sleeping along her chest as Lily struggles with her cold still. Colleen has been working non stop the last two days prepping for her third season of her TV show. She went to bed last night at 3am. We argued this morning about it and haven't spoken since we left the house. I look out the window as I feel a hand grab mine. "Need candy babe" she says quietly tearing up. I reach into the diaper bag and give her some sugar candy for diabetics as I watch her face. I run my hand along her face. "Colleen eat the candy sweetheart. You are good" I say as she eats it. "Talk to me baby" I add knowing that will tell me she is coming out of it. "I am sorry Joshua about this morning" she says. "No worries. Just want to take care of you. Stop stressing" I say. I reach into the diaper bag again and pass her a juice box and a cream cheese bagel I made for her. She starts eating and colour comes back to her face. "You look better" I say smiling as she passes me the bagel and encouraging me to take a bite. She leans against my shoulder the rest of the flight as I kiss the top of her head a million times.
We finally land and both of my girls are good. We make our way off the plane and to our apartment. I load the taxi which is a mini van and put Lilys car seat in. I grab Colleens hand as we start driving. We finally reach our apartment and see Brenda, Colleens manager waiting for us in the lobby of the building. "Colleen! Josh! How was your flight?" She asks as she hugs Colleen and then me. "Good" Colleen says as I start loading the luggage cart with our stuff. We finally make it to the elevator and Brenda hits PH button. "Penthouse?" Colleen says excitedly. "Colleen you have one of the most successful shows on TV. Only the best" Brenda says as the elevator doors open. Holy shit it is amazing. "Colleen you ARE the big time now" Brenda says watching Colleen cover her mouth as she gasps. Colleen looks at me and has tears running down her face. I side hug her as she is so surprised. I lean over to her and whisper in her ear "I always knew this day would come on the first day we met. You did it babe. You made it"
