Josh pov
I did this to Colleen. I got her pregnant and now her body has paid the price. I lean against the wall and slide down to the floor as I call my Momma. "Joshua whats wrong?" She asks me as she hears me cry without saying hello. "Momma, Colleen is in the hospital. She needs a transplant now. She is so sick Momma" I say starting to get upset again. "Oh my god, Joshua" she says. "She will be good. She is young. Just need to love her tons and be by her side. I know god will help her" she says. I nod. "She is everything to me. I need her" I say as I see Colleens room door open. "Josh, she wants you. We are just going to get a drink and will bring you and Colleen one too" Rachel says as her and my in laws smile at me and walk down the hall. "Momma, Colleen needs me. I will call you later. I love you" I say. "Love you too Joshua" she says before hanging up. I walk in the room and see Colleen staring at me smiling. "Joshua don't worry baby" she says reaching out her hand. "How can I not? You are my life" I say leaning in to kiss her. "Josh I mean it" she says grabbing my face. "Things will work out" she says.I lay on her chest and cry. I finally sit up and stare at her. "Need to walk" she says. I help her stand on the floor as I push her IV/Dialysis around with us. She is walking at a good pace. "Woah....slow down babe" I say laughing. The nurses are smiling at us as we walk by. We continue on until we hit the elevators and we see Tricia and Rachel with the kids. I look at Colleen and she starts to cry. "Mommy, Daddy!!! Lily is yelling. "Lets go sit Mommy in the chairs babe" I say to Lily. Rachel holds onto Lily and I sit Colleen down. Lily hops onto her lap and they snuggle."Missed you Mommy. Is your sugar good?" Lily asks. We all giggle. "Getting there" Colleen says. Tricia passes Colleen Jasmine as I hold underneath her hands as Colleen is on all sorts of meds. Noah sits on my lap and snuggles into Colleen as well. "Such a great surprise" Colleen says looking at me. "Knew you needed to see our babies" I say kissing her.
We all enjoy the next hour together before Colleen looks exhausted. "Need bed babe?" I ask her. She nods and kisses the kids goodbye and passes them back to Rachel and Tricia to take home. "Colleen, dad and I are staying at the house with Rachel and Tricia to help with the kids" Gwen says. "Thanks Mom" Colleen says as we stand. Colleen and I kiss everyone goodbye as I will see them at home later on. "Not feeling good" she says as we walk slowly back together. I get her back in her bed and she falls asleep. I sit there for about an hour. " Love you babe. I am going to go home now. I will see you tomorrow" I whisper to her.
