Colleen POV
"I made an ass of myself didn't I?" I ask as we walk back to the apartment. "No. You were in some sort of diabetic episode babe" Josh says holding my hand. "I am so tired of this disease" I say as we walk into our building and make our way up to the apartment. I walk in and quickly change and freshen up for my family coming as Josh cleans up the living room a bit. I hear the doorbell and I get so excited. Josh has opened the door and I see my Dad. "Dad!" I say hugging him. "Hey baby girl...wow this is nice Colleen" he says about the apartment releasing me. "Thanks we love it"I say as I run to hug my mom, sister,Matt and Trent. Josh starts pouring some drinks for everyone as they place their luggage in their rooms. Everyone walks onto the terrace as my dad plays with Lily on the little slide. I love this moment. I feel Josh's arm wrap around me as he places some food in front of me. I start munching. "Colleen needs to eat 5-6 times a day, doctors orders" Josh says smiling. "I had an episode today. It was embarrassing" I say looking down. "Babe it wasn't you. Everyone knows it" Josh says. "Sounds like you have lots of people looking out for you and that new grand baby of mine" my mom says. "I am very fortunate" I say.
We go out for dinner that night and enjoy walking through the streets of NYC grabbing some cookies at my favourite bakery before returning back home. We are all lazing about on the couches after Lily goes to sleep. I love my family and are loving the fact that they are here for a long weekend and Rachel and Matt are staying for a week."What do you want to do tomorrow?" I ask my family. "Picnic in Central Park?" my mom asks. "I have never done that" she says excitedly. "Okay sounds good" I say. I walk out on the terrace with Rachel. She puts her arm around me. "Doing ok Colleen?" she says. I nod hugging her. "I hate having diabetes Rach" I say. "Its so much worry on Josh" I say. "You will get it under control soon" she says as we sit in the terrace chairs. "Colleen look around you. We use to make videos in our bedroom and now you are writing your own TV show and are given one of the fanciest places I have ever been to. I am so proud of you" she says. "Awww thanks" I say feeling emotional. "I am glad I could share it with you" I say. "I have to sleep Rach. I have been working 16 hour days" I say. "Go. I will see you in the morning" she says as we walk back in to the apartment together. I say goodnight to everyone and make my way back to my room and start getting in PJ's. Josh walks in with a needle. "I forgot" I say. "Its ok I got you" he says smiling. "I am so sorry Josh you must feel like you are babysitting me" I say. "Babe you have pregnancy brain and you have a million things going on as well. I am glad to help. You are carrying our baby sweetheart" he says. I kiss his lips as my hand runs along the back of his neck. Love him.
