Colleen POV
I feel totally wiped out the last couple of days. I feel Josh does everything for me and I do nothing for him. I lay down and cry while looking through my phone. I hear Josh come into bed beside me. "Baby come on" He says pulling me over to him. I nuzzle into his neck as he rubs my back. "Just getting emotional sweetheart. I love you more than our wedding day" he says kissing my forehead. "You are carrying our fourth baby. Our FOURTH!" he says laughing. "That proves it will only be you" He says watching my face. "I can't keep myself away from you" he says grabbing my face. "I want to be good to you is all" I say sniffling. "Colleen please! You are more than good. You are exceptional sweetheart" he says. I grab his face and slowly start to french kiss him. His hands run down my back to my butt as he pulls me closer. I run my hands down his back and lower his boxers and run them along to the front. "Baby, you are about to send me over the edge before we even start" he says smiling. He grabs my tshirt off and lowers my underwear. He lays me on my back and lays between my legs as he holds my knees. "Joshua ...need you" I whisper biting my lip. He slides into me with force. I hear him moaning staring down at me as he starts moving. "Harder baby please" I whine holding his waist as I absorb every movement. He nods and picks up his pace. "Let me hear you baby" he says while panting. "Joshua....holy .....shit" I say as I moan quietly grabbing onto his forearms. He slams into me and I grab his butt as he releases inside of me. "Joshua thank you baby" I say relaxing. I hold onto my belly staring at the ceiling as Josh lays beside me rubbing my belly kissing my breasts slightly moaning as he winds down. I feel a tightness in my lower stomach. I lay there quietly. I have felt this before. I look at Josh with his eyes closed and kiss his forehead. He opens his eyes and smiles grabbing my face. "Baby number four is coming Joshua" I say. He nods closing his eyes not fully understanding I mean now. I start laughing. His eyes shoot open and look at me. "You mean now babe?" he asks sitting up. I nod. I pull him down. "This is our fourth. Lets do this on our own for as long as possible ok?" I say. "Colleen I need the girls here in case something happens" he says. "No Josh. I am fine. Please just help me with labour baby" I say squinting as I grab onto him with a mini contraction. "Just breathe baby" he says crying. I look at him puzzled. "This is our last baby sweetheart. Thank you" he says grabbing me. "Love you" I say holding him. This moment will forever be etched in my mind. This room is filled with love at this moment. It is exactly what I needed before giving birth.
