Hetalia love affairs (Gay)

Chapter 75

It was about midnight now. China sat by a desk in his room and looked through some photographs, because he didn't want to go to sleep yet. It was pictures of him and his siblings and some of him and panda. China smiled as he started to remember all the good times he had lived. But then he saw a picture which made his smile fade. It was a picture of him and Russia. They looked so happy in that picture. 'I wish he was still here' China thought as he stared at the picture and tears formed in his eyes. China stood up and then layed down on his bed, still holding the picture. He held it up to his chest as tears streamed down his face.

"I miss you" China whispered and then he burst into tears. China then began to slowly drift off to sleep.
China was standing on the school roof and a few meters infront of him stood Russia. Russia was on the edge on the roof and about to step off but China managed to run up to Russia, grab him and pull him back onto the roof.

"What were you thinking?!" China exclaimed.

"I love you" Russia said quietly to China as he leaned forward to China's face. China closed his eyes for a moment and when he opened them again he saw Russia covered in blood and his eyes were rolled back in his head.

"Russia?" China said as his voice began to crack. China tried shaking Russia a bit "R-Russia?!" China hugged Russia thightly "please d-don't leave m-me" China stuttured quietly as tears streamed down his face. He then heard a faint ring. It started getting louder and louder and then he woke up.
China sat up. He had a headache after all the crying from last night. He stood up and went to his desk where his phone was ringing from. China picked up the phone and answered.

"Yes, aru?"

"Herro, it's Japan"

"Yeah, I hear that" China replied "why did you call so early?"

"China.. it's one o'crock. Schoor is armost over!!" Japan stated.

"What?! Seriously??"

"Hai! What were you doing??"

"I just woke up!"

"What?! Why?"

"I don't know, aru! I just did"

"Were you having a nice dream or something?" Japan asked.

"..no, not really"

"What happened?"

"I dreamt I was able to save Russia from jumping and he said he loved me but then I closed my eyes for a moment and when I opened them again was Russia all bloody and.. dead" China said with a sad tone.

"That's horribre! I can come over if you want" Japan suggested.

"No.. it's allright. I'm just going to go out for a walk" China said.

"Ok, bye"

"Bye" China said and then hung up the phone. He had fallen asleep in his clothes so he just walked outside. China began walking towards Ukraine's house.
About one and a half hour later was China finally there. He knocked on the door and waited. After a while came Ukraine to the door.

"What?" Ukraine asked. It looked like she hadn't been sleeping much.

"Umm, hi" China greeted.

"Do you need something?"

"No, not at all I just wanted to know how you've been"

"Why? You haven't talked to me or Belarus since Russia died! So why now?"

"I.. I had a dream last night about him and I just felt like I needed to talk to someone who also cared for him. I don't know why"

"If you cared about him then why didn't you tell him that instead of that you hated him??!"

"How do you know I said that?" China asked.

"I'm his sister! He tells me about things when he's sad and he said that he had hurt you and now you hated him. I get why you'd hate someone for doing stuff like that but did you really need to tell him to go die?" Ukraine exclaimed as tears formed in her eyes.

"I'm so sorry"

"How did he even die?! Countries aren't supposed to die!!!" Ukraine then slammed the door shut, leaving China standing outside on the doorstep, wide eyed. 'If countries aren't supposed to die then what the hell happened to him??!'