words from a broken soul

Puppy

I'm like a puppy a golden retriever if you will
Nothing golden about me not when
My friends get hurt I may not be a great one
But I'll become a great Pyrenees for them
Might have things to lose but you hurt my
Friends, well hope you don't mind getting
Hurt back bat to the knee bat to the gut bat to your skull

I won't care your hurt someone close to me
Bye to the goofy golden retriever hello to
The great Pyrenees built like a twig don't
Mean shit got a tactical mind got no moral
Code in a fight the environment tools to me
Biology was fun health was fun know how
To end a fight quick won't be a bitch punch
Your throat try talking shit now choke the
Words out to many people hurt for what
Being different for wanting to live their lives

I'm like a puppy a golden retriever if you will
Nothing golden about me not when
My friends get hurt I may not be a great one
But I'll become a great Pyrenees for them
Might have things to lose but you hurt my
Friends, well hope you don't mind getting
Hurt back bat to the knee bat to the gut bat to your skull

You see I'm fine getting insulted or ridiculed
But you do it to my friends you'll meet my
Sadistic nature hidden under the goofy nerd
You hit my friends ima fucking hit back
May be a twig but I throw a mean punch
Don't care about fighting cleanly you see
I've been fighting for survival in my own mind
Caged and enduring a past the rage wants
Out you hurting my friends a cataclysm for
The flaming rage to burn up to my skin the
More you hurt them the more I'll hurt you
Fuck self preservation you want to be a God
Learn that gods can bleed think your holier-than-thou
Learn your just a human you bleed you die
Power doesn't mean shit pain is a close
Friend of mine so is fire burned myself
I've lost count of the times I popped a burn wound

I'm like a puppy a golden retriever if you will
Nothing golden about me not when
My friends get hurt I may not be a great one
But I'll become a great Pyrenees for them
Might have things to lose but you hurt my
Friends, well hope you don't mind getting
Hurt back bat to the knee bat to the gut bat to your skull

Tired of this world I live in I'm apparently
Closed minded just because I'm not a patr(idot)
What's fucking worth being proud of here
A country built on the dead, stolen land, stolen lives just to live but barely living
People getting killed because they're a threat when they just want basic human rights
People getting taken from friends and family then laughed at and you want
Me to be proud of that newsflash the puppy
Has a mean bite give you whiplash
Why should I be proud of the lies I'm told
Yet see the misery in this country of people
Who are ignored just because they're different
Have faith you say I spit in your face
There's no faith left in me it was beaten
From my skull grew up in a broken home
Left a sunken husk of who I was so good
For you to have faith but do you ask questions
Or is it blindly given to the belief you hold
Never read the Bible knew enough lines
That gave me too many questions with barely
A shred of an answer tired of not getting clear answers

I'm like a puppy a golden retriever if you will
Nothing golden about me not when
My friends get hurt I may not be a great one
But I'll become a great Pyrenees for them
Might have things to lose but you hurt my
Friends, well hope you don't mind getting
Hurt back bat to the knee bat to the gut bat to your skull

You see I'm a broken soul what's to lose
Sanity was taken from me to keep a noose
Off my neck I've got faith that my friends
Are more important than me a savior complex
Perplexed don't be I've never cared for my
Life this life isn't mine not when I've watched myself
Die and be made to mimic the dead
A ghost in an empty shell can't care when
It's not something I wanted so if I'm to die
Fighting for my Friends for the queer community
So fucking be it I'll welcome the embrace
Of death because I've been dead all my life
At least the body died fighting for what mattered most

I'm like a puppy a golden retriever if you will
Nothing golden about me not when
My friends get hurt I may not be a great one
But I'll become a great Pyrenees for them
Might have things to lose but you hurt my
Friends, well hope you don't mind getting
Hurt back bat to the knee bat to the gut bat to your skull

Not I nor me not us but my friends who's
Joy has always mattered more than me
I'm not the greatest friend I know but
I'm a loyal one may be a puppy yet
I'm not gonna let a friend get hurt so
Dance with this mad dog learn what it
Truly means to fight someone who
Couldn't care if they live or die it's the cycle of life
And if my times up I don't care how it expired
As long as my friends know I'll always stand
By them I'm not loud unless it's needed but
I can be loud try not to be but the world
Has been forcing my hand reshuffle
Reorient the cards know I'm a loner
But I'm loyal to friends got a bat and rage
I'll fight for what needs to be done not
Because I want to but because they deserve
To enjoy their life won't let a cunt fuck it up
Batter up aim for the temple feint hit the throat instead

I'm like a puppy a golden retriever if you will
Nothing golden about me not when
My friends get hurt I may not be a great one
But I'll become a great Pyrenees for them
Might have things to lose but you hurt my
Friends, well hope you don't mind getting
Hurt back bat to the knee bat to the gut bat to your skull