M & Em (Mika Fanfiction - English version)

I'm not going to fall in love

Lola: This song is for Emília, is not it?

Mika: Again this conversation ?!

Lola: Mika, do not exalt yourself and explain to me what is happening!

Mika: Nothing is happening. I think it's just a stupid phase.

Lola: One phase?

Mika: Yes! I think it's because I'm single. I'm imagining things where they can not exist.

Lola: Is that your way to say you're in love with Emília?

Mika: Lola, I can not be!

Lola: Why not?

Mika: I'm gay! ... I think.

Lola: Mika, in case you do not remember there was a time when you assumed as bisexual.

Mika: Yes, but after that I only fell in love with men and realized that I should not be able to love a woman.

Lola: What if you were wrong? What if you just never met the right woman?

Mika: Are you trying to tell me that Emília is that woman?

Lola: Maybe she is!

Mika: No Lola. Do not say that. That would suck.

Lola: (raises an eyebrow) Do you think so ?!

Mika: Of course! We are best friends and I have been homosexual for eternities. If I now told her that I could be falling in love with her I would lose her forever! Better not to give importance to these ... impulses. Let's call them that. I'm just confused.

Lola: "Impulses"? "Impulses" to write beautiful love songs?

Mika: Lola, it's just another love song.

Lola crossed her arms and began to speak when Mika interrupted her as he began to play and sing.

(A/N: The song is on top. Here is just the part that I think it fits.)

Mika: "Thank you for the time you've taken / Cleaning up the mess I'm making / Make the same mistake over and over / Lola, I've made up my mind / And I'm not gonna fail in love this time / And Lola baby it's just another love song. "

As soon as Mika had finished singing and playing, a knocking door was heard. When they turned around they saw that Emília had just arrived.

Emília: Who are you going to fall in love with?

Mika gathered all the sheets on top of the piano and grabbed them against his chest.

Emília: Do not tell me you were in secrecy.

Mika: No. We were just singing.

Lola: Is everything okay, Emília?

Emília: Yes.

Lola: You ...

Emília: No! We were just talking and then we went to his studio and he showed me some of his lyrics. He is very talented!

Lola: So I can leave because it was a very boring date for what I'm hearing.

Emília: I loved it. If you wanted kisses and stuff then I'm very sorry because there was none of that.

Lola said goodbye and left. Mika sat on the piano but was not playing anything and Emília approached him and rested her elbows on the piano.

Emília: So, what about your night? How was it?

Mika: Em... I'm sorry.

Emília: For what?

Mika: For everything. For having argued with you about Fedez and for fulrting with when I was drunk.

Emília: (opens her eyes) O-k ... As for the discussion ... it's okay. I understand and appreciate your concern and protection from me. You just have to realize that I'm an adult woman and free and that I go out with who I want, I will not leave you.

Mika: (smiles) I know that.

Emília: As for drunkenness ... (starts laughing) I'm sorry but ... Now I think it was funny.

Mika: Why did not you tell me what I had done ?!

Emília: For what! You'd feel bad for nothing! You were drunk.

Mika: Shame on you.

Emília: I never thought alcohol would make someone heterosexual! (laughes a lot)

Mika: Em!

Emília: Sorry b-but ... well you could do a drunken concert! The fans would love it!

Mika: Okay. I think I get the idea.

Emília: The funniest thing is that in addition to becoming heterosexual you get really cheeky. (widens her eyes and opens her mouth) Oh my God! Now I realize! You when you're drunk ... you become Fortuné!

Emília laughed, and Mika finally had to laugh at least because of her laugh.

Mika: So you mean everything's okay?

Emília: Almost. To make it all right, you have to make me some tea so I can get some sleep.

Mika: (gets up) Do not worry about that.

Mika made the tea they drank leaning against each other on the couch. After warming up the soul with the tea they went to sleep.

The next day was the last day of X Factor auditions. Mika and Emília were both very early for the program's recordings. This time Emília sat in public and watched. When the time for a break came Emília rose. Mika watched her turn to them and stopped. He was going to reach for her when she grabbed Fedez's arm in front of him. He stopped for a few seconds, put his hands in his pockets, and continued on his way to the jury room. They stayed in the room for about fifteen minutes. Emília and Fedez were in big conversation. She finally noticed the strange silence of Mika and managed to get him into the conversation in a way that made him more excited.

At the end of the castings were some more recordings of the video for "Oh Girl You're The Devil". They went back to their old clothes and coffee. This time they were recording some more scenes sitting on the table with Mika doing playback and a very simple scene for part of the lyrics that said "follow me" that only consisted of Mika calling Emília with his finger and she followed him and then she was retreating while he walked forward. In the background was a micro choreography without any kind of dance.

Guido: Guys, it's all recorded. Now it's up to you. Or we recorded the kiss today and finished or left the kiss for tomorrow and we can be here just the three of us if you prefer.