Pictures Of You - Bella Ramsey Oneshots

comfort | ellie x reader

warnings: sleeping in the same bed, one small kiss and one refrenence to a kiss.

both 14, hbo!ellie
requested by sw1ftsfilms

y/n/n = your nickname
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I've been in Fedra for about a year now. but I recently switched dorm rooms. the girl who stayed there before me was really close with the other girl, Ellie. Ellie seemed upset when she found out someone else was taking rileys place. everyone assumed riley had died because she just disappeared.

I'm sitting on my bed listening to some cassette mixtape i found, it was just some dude rapping. i did further research a couple weeks ago and his name was Kedrick Lamar. hes pretty good.

over the weeks ive been here i've developed a crush on ellie. of course im not gonna tell her but shes really pretty and funny.

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i glace over to ellie and it looks like shes about to cry. im not sure of what to do or say so i figure if i dont say anything and do anything.

i changed my mind quickly. "ellie whats wrong?" i ask, taking my walkman headphones off. at first she doesnt respond but then she speaks up.

"i just miss riley." she says. i gently get up from my bed and walk over to hers. "can i sit.?" i ask. she nods.

"i just miss her and everybody whos says she died is making it worse. and i try to act like its nothing but its just difficult" ellie says.

"im sorry" i say. ellie always tries to act tough. acting like she doesn't care but i see the pain in her eyes when someone mentions riley.

"its fine" she says, then she does something i never thought she would do. she hugged me. of course i hugged her back. i try my best not to start giggling or blushing.

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ellie had calmed down. but now, im holding back happiness. im currently in ellies bed, spooning her while she sleeps. i lie there with wide eyes, looking at the back of her head, my arm is draped over her waist. her breathing is soft. getting her to calm down was pretty easy. all i had to do was hug her while rubbing circles in the middle of her back with my four fingers.

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its around 2 months later and me and ellie started dating. we shared our first kiss a couple weeks ago. but this time i decided to kiss ellie again before we went to sleep.

im lying in ellies bed, watching as she reads her savage starlight comics. were jusr enjoying eachothers presence

"hey ellie, i think im gonna go to sleep." i start to get up. "alright, goodnight y/n/n" she sets her comic down to look at me, ellie stands up, allowing me to get up because i was on the inside of the bed.

before i walk to my bed i turn to ellie. i slowly lean in, placing my hand on her cheek and gently i very gently kiss her.

she seems like she doesnt know where to put her hands so i guide them to my waist. after we pull away a few seconds later i give her a small smile, walking back to my bed nonchalantly acting like i didnt just kiss her.

ellies pov:

after the kiss im just to stunned. i cant believe this girl kissed me, again. i slowly turn to my bed, moving my comic to my nightstand, i lie down, keeping an eye on y/n as her back faces me.

y/n kissed me before we went to sleep tonight. i cant stop thinking about her soft lips and how much love was in such a small kiss. it only lasted for a couple seconds but i can still remember what her hand felt like when it rested on the side of my face as we kissed, how she guided my hands to her waist when i didnt know where to put them.

although i still miss riley, y/n has helped me take my mind off of her. not that i want to forget about her. but i just want to not think about it as much.

im thinking about telling y/n i love her tomorrow, i dont know. is it to soon? im not sure. in all the old diarys i read the girls always say that you should atleast 5 months to start saying i love you.

but if i know i love her why should i wait to tell her? its a bit stupid. im keeping an eye on her as she sleeps. i know were in a building but i dont want anything happening to her like riley.