Pictures Of You - Bella Ramsey Oneshots

my girl | b.r

warnings: crying

(also it mentions your friends with walker scobell, pretend hes 19!!)
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i always go with bella to set but today i couldnt because im on the second day of my period and my cramps were horrible.

i was half asleep when bella left so all i remember is them kissing me, telling me bye and they love me.

its now 9:38pm and bella should be coming back to the hotel soon. were in canada because thats where their filming for the last of us. were leaving next week.

i get a text from bella saying that they might be coming back late because they had to film the 'couch scene' as bella called it.

thats what i was scared about. i didnt want to know that my girlfriend was kissing other girls and i made that very clear so i dont know why they would even tell me.

'k ill stay up <3' i reply back. they didnt like the message like they usually do they just left me on read.

"okay then." i say out loud

its now 12:16 and bellas on their way back. bella always calls me when driving back from set but they didnt.

thats weird.

i feel the sudden rush of tears when i fully realize what scenes they filmed today, one stuck out.

the couch scene. my tears fall from my eyes as i imagine bella kissing other girls. i put my head in my knees and cry softly.

around 10 minutes of me crying, i heard a knock at the door and i got up to get it. i knew it was bella so i opened the door. i wiped my tears before they could notice.

"hey sweetheart" bella says, hugging me. i hug them back. "hi."

"you okay?" they ask in a soft tone. i nod against their chest. "good. what did you do today?"

"i facetimed walker for a little bit then i made cereal then i lied in bed and did uni work... then watched tv.."

"oh yeah?" they ask. i nod. i look up at them. "baby whats wrong?" they ask concerned.

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"and i feel like your gonna leave me- shes so pretty.. shes so much more than i am. and so much more beautiful and- and shes talented- and "

bella carefully listens to me.

"honey thats not true. your the most beautiful girl ever. no doubt about it. you are talented baby. have you seen your acting? god knows i cant do that. she sure as hell cant. i barely kissed her back baby. you have absolutely nothing to worry about my love."

i cant help but smile at their words. "do you mean that?"

"of course. i love you and only you. your my girl forever. i never want that to change." they say, kissing me gently. i kiss back. "i love you too bella" i say once we oull away.

"ill talk to neil about cutting some small unnecessary kissing scenes okay? i cant promise you anything but ill try. thats one thing i can promise" they look off to the side.

"wait baby you dont have to do that i dont wanna ruin anything"

"its okay, i promise. and i think that neil was already talking about cutting some."

"alright baby i have to take a shower, are you gonna go to sleep?" they tuck a peice of hair behind my ear. i nod.

"okay babes. goodnight, i love you." they kiss me gently. "i love you too" i reply and they walk away into the hotel bathroom.

soon enough i feel a pair of arms snake around my waist, i scoot back to get closer to bella. i finally fall asleep in peace.