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panic attacks 🤍

cw: panic attacks? idk if thats triggering but there it is just in case!

requested by @nonbinosur

i feel overwhelmed with acting and being a college student. i try to calm myself down but its not working, i tried to stopped thinking about it but my mjnd kept drifting towards those horrible thoughts.

i start breathing heavily and just, break. i hear a knonk on my front door. "shit.." i mumble and wipe my nose, i remember i made plans with bella, i try to stop but the tears just keep coming, therefore i have to open my door with a face full of tears.

i open the door to see bella smiling, well she was smiling but then she noticed me crying. "baby are you okay?!" she says extremely concerned. i don't respond and just hug them. of course they hug back but completely clueless about whats happening.

as soon as i explain everything to her, i break down. hard breathing, leg boucing up and down, tears rolling down my face, hands in my lap, and just a complete mess. She takes me in her own arms and tells me everythings alright

"shh shh its okay, you're alright." she says. i try to do what she says but i just cant. i focus on her holding me on her lap and my head drops onto her shoulder
"count to 10 with me. alright?" she says. i hum in response and she starts counting, waiting for my to copy her words.

"9.. 10" she finishes and i slowly become sleepy and no longer crying. "you alright honey?" she asks. "mhm.." i replied softly. "good." she says lovingly as she kisses my forehead.

Hi guys!! i genuinely hope you liked this because i am very tired lol
- els