Pictures Of You - Bella Ramsey Oneshots

no one compares | bella x reader

warnings: jealousy, crying, pet names, kissing

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an episode of the last of us season two came out today, Sunday. Bella didnt warn me that this episode was also the couch joint scene with ellie and dina.

me and bella are cuddling on the couch as the episode plays. bellas hand resting on the small of my back.

the actress for dina is so beautiful, like i wouldnt be suprised if bella left me for her. she's gorgeous. as soon as i know it ellie and dina are trying to open up a glass jar with a joint in it. bella didnt fucking tell me this was the episode.

as dina and ellie pass the joint back and forth, flirty comments in between the scene finally comes. watching bella kiss someone else so intensely just makes me wanna cry.

and i did.

i got up and walked out "y/n? where are you going babe?" i heard bella say. i ''slammed'' the bedroom door shut and locked it.

"baby?" bella says, knocking on the door repeatedly. it didnt bother me at all when bella kissed nick. it was funny actually. maybe because nick is a dude and bellas a lesbian.

"baby please let me in"

i dont even wanna see bellas face right now. i love bella alot but i just dont wanna see them right now.
"y/n please" they ask desperately.

i finally cave in and let them in. they grab my waist concerned. "tell me whats wrong babygirl"

"is it the kissing scene?" they ask. i nod. "ive always had a feeling that while you filmed those types of scenes you were gonna break up with me, it happened with safia, storm, and now with isabela. nick didnt really bother me because he has a girlfriend and hes a dude but i just-"

"babe you shouldve told me." bella says, looking deeply into my eyes. "im sorry"

"you dont have to apologize love. but just when you get that feeling please tell me. i wanna make you feel comfortable alright? i dont love anybody like that but you. no one compares to you. you look like a fucking goddess next to any other girl ive seen. trust me. i only love you. i can't imagine my future with anyone else"

i nod again "i love you too bella" bella kisses me softly. "oh come on you can do better than that." i say. "oh you want me to show you?" i smirk. "oh my god yes please" i say jokeigly desperate.

"alright get on the bed ill be back in a second."