Gabi gabi akong nakakaranas ng sleep paralysis. Everytime na ganon, nagkakaruon ako ng mga visions. Magulo na mga visions. Nalilimutan ko na nga yung iba dahil sa rami eh.
But this time it was different, well every night is different with sleep paralysis. It's just this time na iba.
I can barely remember the time when I fell asleep. Friday, 4:50 in the afternoon.
I woke up with small black ants in my hands. It keeps on crawling and it pissed me kaya pinagpag ko yung kamay ko. And I was surprised dahil isang pagpag lang, nawala na agad yung mga langgam. Di ko pinansin bc i'm so sleepy that time.
Then I tried to sleep pero di ko magawa, bigla na lang di ako makagalaw when I tried to turn sideways.
The scene change, bigla na lang nasa gilid ako ng kama ko. Sitting helplessly. The room is dark, with just two candles lit. It gave me chills. Really.
Then may bow, idk where it came from. There's also a man sitting with a table infront of him. May mga pluma and old papers. His face was dark, i cant tell who he is.
Then there's this dark aura sa may door ko. Nakakatakot sya. But something came into my mind. Sabi pumili daw ako ng papatayin ko.
The man sitting with the pluma and papers or the dark aura in my door.
Idk why, but i chose the man with the pluma. Then everything went blurry.
Nakagalaw ulit ako. Then i decided to turn paharap sa may fan ko.
My eyes were open, i know it. But again, i cant move.
Alam mo yung nakabukas ang mata mo? Nakikita mo ang palagid mo pero may visions ka?
It was like that, in my vision.
nasa may opening kami ng subdivision namin. I was with a tall guy ( i dont know him) and my sister was there too with a woman or girl (not sure) whom I'm not familiar with.
Nakaupo kami and may mga transparent na bilog. 21 na bilog yon. Di ko alam kung pano ko nabilang.
Tapos kumuha yung sister ko ng anim na bilog, sabi ko wag anim, tatlo lang dapat. Then pagkakuha nya, nawala na sya pati yung babae.
Ako naman kukunin ko na sana yung mga bilog ng biglang tumayo yung lalaki na kasama ko.
Paglingon ko there's a huge wave. Tsunami.
I tried to run pero parang nakaglue yung paa ko
Naabutan ako ng tubig. I was drowning. I cant breath. I cant move.
I started to tear up. Blinked my eyes fast. Nakikita ko ang room ko, pero im drowning.
Napakahirap non. Ansakit sa dibdib. Di ko alam kung paano ulit ako nakagalaw pero pagbangon ko sa kama, sabi ng kuya ko tulala daw ako.
Ano kayang ibig sabihin nito? Please help me. Baka kasi may deeper meanings tong nakikita ko.
P. s I see different things.
Jdd
Camarines Norte, Bicol
